My Secret Garden

2010-11-19T01:43:00.002+08:00

A short update while the double vision thingy doesn't bother me for the time being… I went back to my private clinic to confirm if I need to go A & E. coz my doctor was not there that day and i dun trust other doctor… so after a few eye checking… he suspect its my eyes problem…

So he wrote a referral letter for me to go the next day… so nervous that day… 1st consultant the doctor wants me to do a nerves check… so leads to thinking something serious… so before I go out from the consulting room I asked if my case is serious… happy to hear the answer “No”.

Anyway it’s the cause of the 4th or 6th nerve not functioning well… medication for 2 weeks will be fine… if not I need to go back for another checks… the cause of it is due to some viral thingy that affect my vision…
Still on and off… but a lot better after the medication… side effect is that it blurs my vision sometimes…
Thanks to people that worries for me care for me… so touched after this incident… is good to have friends with me :)

last but not least my doctors... Rodney Lim my private clinic doctor and Marc Tay my eye specialist doctor... i truly admire their professionalism.

2010-11-11T21:35:00.002+08:00

i think a little update from me here...

it holiday and i have been very busy...
on the 7th... i started to have this giddiness and sore throat... i have no choice but to drive down to my grandpa's coffee shop to fetch my aunt... i must said the journey is sucks man... i even felt that the road float around... vision blur... can't even see properly... told my aunt and then she thought is a small problem... the next day... again... i have to drive down again... then what happen is that i meet an accident with a bus... luckily no injury... just paid the damages today at Bishan Interchange and brought the car to repair... cost a bomb... am broke...

after the accident, i realized that my giddiness have already last for 3 days... got no choice... i can't even see things properly even watching TV... the doctor didn't say much about my illness... but she suggest that i go to A & E or a neurology specialist straight away... but i think maybe it coz by my sore throat so i suggest to observe on my own for few more days... is like if i didn't not take my medicine the dizziness still comes if i take my medicine i will feel drowsy... i also dunno if the medicine helps or not.. haiz... just spend so much $$ no feel to go A & E... i know something is not right but... haiz... too many things happened...

oh ya why do i have to drive suddenly... is like my 2nd uncle went crazy suddenly and ran off while working so i have to help out... last few days i heard that he is being brought to IMH... his wife told my grandpa that she is scared ask him to bring him home... and of coz her meaning is that stay forever not for a few days... all she wants is money... that's why my uncle goes crazy... and but not least the two kids... went out of control... sort of following her mother's footstep or attitude... omg... suddenly i felt that my uncle is so 'ke lian'... this is call marriage... this is call family...

not many people knows what happened to me... but people who knows... care and concern for me are being appreciated... :) thanks man!! Love you!!

2010-10-26T16:27:00.003+08:00

super sad today!!
i think am going to fail my price and marketing paper... without even to look at my marks...
omg...
for the last 5 mins i decided to count my marks see how much i can score... i realized that i can't hit the just pass mark... omg omg!!
i studied all the graphs and table did not touch much on the theory... who knows... it came out exactly 2007 past year paper... but i did not remember the theories at all... i feel like fainting man!
i think Cerise's prayer doesn't work for me today...
hmm... so depress... lucky Kenny was in the bus with me...
i hope the marker mark leniently so i can pass...
pray hard!!

should i just quit... am so tired of the word "FAIL" again and again...

i remember there is a book say this... if it happen once it will nv happen again... if it happen twice there will sure we 3rd and 4th times...

Amazing Architectural

2010-09-09T00:20:00.004+08:00

When i was doing research on Ionizer and Humidifier... I accidentally found a website featuring on some of the amazing art works that are mostly design by the Koreans… and then what amazed me is the architectural buildings… this makes me believe that if u dare to dream... u will succeed in some way...

can you believe that this is a church?

This is a hospital...

this one looks ordinary but i like it so much as the spotlight brings out the building like a shining star...

2010-09-05T23:23:00.002+08:00

not long ago... i got some sort of chance to listen to people's life story... thinking back... In this lifetime... i received a lot of help and backing from people... without realizing how fortunate i am...

i felt helpless sometimes without knowing who to approach... i don't know who is true... being betrayed by friendship once, i have no confidence in putting trust on others anymore... staying with my relatives have also contributed to me being isolated locking myself up in my world... relying on my favorite Art, Music, Books...
people told me that first sight, am not a easy to get along person... strange... do i? but after knowing me that is a different thing...

thank you to all my friends who have been by my side clearing up my mess... :D listen to my nonsense, eat and drink with me, giving me encouragement, a pat on my shoulder or a warm hug gave me lots of support...

i know not many of my friends know of this blog existence... but just to feel like spilling it out in this blog... whether all of you will see all this or not... I will keep all of your effort in my heart... maybe 10 years later i might have forgot you or as usual clear your number from my mobile... but upon seeing you on the street.. i believe i will be reminded of the effort done to me :)

back to normal, i have been busy with school stuff as things almost coming to an end... preparing presents... although i still got a lot not prepared yet.. :P i have been procrastinating... my ionizer, my spectacles, my blackberry bold 9700, black dress for Theresa's wedding... seems like i need to buy other things as well but anyway i dun remember... but as i said i have been procrastinating so i dunno when I'm getting all the stuff by the end of the year?? i guess... thinking about buying stuff makes me headache... have been spending like am working... -.- actually still having support from my grandpa... sad to mention that... when can i start working proving myself with ability?... spending and living on my own?... i wonder...

2010-07-30T19:49:00.000+08:00

I got a surprise from Cerise today… so shock that she brought me a gift… there is even a card… after reading the card I felt a bit touch… so sweet of her… I'm thinking of getting her a gift too :)

**Thank you Cerise!! :D

2010-07-28T21:25:00.001+08:00

Have been busy lately… busy with my school work… busy with socializing… oh ya… when to Miramar hotel for JP food with my friends… the raw salmon with some kind of sauce is so nice… and raw salmon is fresh… I wish I could visit it again…

Oh ya did a baking session with Vivien… sian lo… can u imagine that we do not have any weighting machine to use all using the estimation done my Vivien… its terrible to me without a weighting s machine… but Lihao thinks everything still turns out all right… but hers' wasn't as successful… it turns out to be black charcoal… cause she simply just change the ingredient not according to the recipe.

A… I also went out with the gals… but since other will update about it I shall not said much of it…
oh… I finally bought a new notebook and the funny thing is that I didn't realize that my new notebook did not have a CD drive… so the ultra thin notebook means it doesn't have a CD drive… I only notice it then I wanted to install free gift anti-virus software… then I couldn't find the drive… faint… I ended up spending about 80 bucks to get a CD drive… although I know that I don’t really need one except to install things…

Talking about media player… I wanted to get it actually… but my aunt was there… she doesn't encourage me to get cause IT stuff actually drop price very quickly… who know when IT fair comes… the media player would drop till 200 and below… and now am waiting…

Previously I was so busy lately till I nearly fainted in the bus… as usual I took a bus to sch… just a few stop away from my school bus stop I feel like vomiting... suddenly my vision become blur and I dun have a seat… when the bus reach the bus stop I quickly find a seat at the bus stop… I nearly call Xian to help me… but after resting… I manage to go to the lesson on my own…

And now am finally sick… went to see a doctor yesterday and he prescribes me a lot of medicine…. After eating… it makes me felt worse… I ended up vomiting my lunch and medicine makes my whole mouth feeling so bitter… despite with the MC I got, I still went to sch today… I should count myself lucky today… it’s rather an important lesson today so am happy that I did not miss it… I did not take the medicine in the morning fear of the effects I got yesterday… so in class things went rather well… when I reach home today after my lunch… I took my medicine… as predicted the medicine makes me drowsy all day… and my head is still spinning now… hope I can get well soon…

2010-06-29T00:14:00.002+08:00

Having a few days of real holiday before the school term starts… am rather nervous actually… I don’t know how to phrase it… just nervous scared… and seems like my new school term timetable is terrible… pack for the coming 3 months… having lessons almost everyday… scary to me… haiz…. Sigh for no reason… to be frank… I don’t think am ready for school yet… I feel like am going to faint thinking about the school thingy… omg what am I going to do…

Share a little happy thing with all of you… my friend is getting married… feel so happy for her… everyone one of us is feeling envious… went shopping with her to get her heels of her gowns… haha happen go on a day with Gucci sales… a pair of heels costing around 1k+ now 50% off man… so cheap lo… before that we also went to Christian Louboutin… omg… I saw a very nice heels… but is online preview… so they don’t have size… and it cost 1500… I try to went to the site and I found the pict… I think the real object looks nicer… the back heel are crystal... super nice lo...

2010-06-15T04:26:00.006+08:00

Friday is a off day for me. I don't know why I just wake up 1 plus in the afternoon and couldn't sleep anymore so I prepared myself and head to Bugis to run some errands before meeting them but I think i finished my things quite fast and I got a lot of time to spare so I decided to meet Evonne at Aljunied train station. But still too early to meet her, I went to Kinokuniya to rot but I was too engrossed in a book and am nearly late :D

I wanna share with you a book that I don’t know how to describe… maybe a “WOW”… a book by Masaru Emoto... this book talks about water… this person goes around japan collecting all sorts of water and then fill them in bottle and do experiments.. like sticking words on the bottles and then wait… then He freezes droplets of water and examines them under a dark field microscope that has photographic capabilities. This is a few pictures I found online… kind of unbelievable to see water to have effect on words… of coz bad words then to have a deformed crystal with I saw in the book… this is so amazing to me..

Back to topic… Went to eat "mee sua" and cheesecake with the gals… On the way to cheesecake cafe we walk pass a lot of private estate and most of them are newly build the exterior and interior are beautiful. Not forgetting the camera women taking lots of photo on the way.

Talking about cheesecake cafe they got a very nice interior with a Opulence interior or maybe Victorian or Romania style coz there are garden statues also… am always like this kind of style… but I never dares to try out the dressing although its really beautiful… I guess I will end up as cosplay playing some kind of character. I must say it is a very relaxing place for me to rest my mind.

Finally done with my enrollment stuff today… probably yesterday coz its like 4.30+ in the morning and am not sleeping yet.. kind of tired coz I need to wake up in 8.20am to prepare myself for a 10.20am interview with the adviser… who ask me to fail 2 modules in the first place I don’t know what to do… so I decided to see the adviser… funny thing is that the adviser called Shane as well… oh ya I wanted to change my com law class to another lecturer but I wasn't able to… due to high failure rate this year… when I reach home I need to settle some stuff and then I went to sleep at 2 without my dinner… I set my alarm clock to wake up at 4.30… but I didn't manage to wake up… coz I set 4.30am instead of PM… faint now I couldn't sleep…

Oh ya am deciding on a new wallet but I dunno which one to get

OROR

can anyone give me a suggestion? but i haven't check out the price at LV not too sure if the LV wallet cost a lot or not...

2010-06-06T06:36:00.002+08:00

After keeping myself busy all day and yet am still being bother by my grades… lying on my bed for 1+hour but my mind just can’t calm down… wondering what if I failed again… what will my life be when the new school term starts… studying 2 same modules again… will I find it bored will I be able to understand then once more?? All this questions came through my mind… disturbing me from sleeping... In fact am still feeling sick having a bad flu affecting my ear and my breath... and my skin allergy doesn't get any better...

I guess I need help… going to see the adviser on the 14th this month… I hope to get a better view of myself… a better view of what I need to do…

I thought I am getting over it… but I just don’t know why this entire thing suddenly pops up of nowhere… I don’t know why but I’m sure that I’m worried…

I have never felt so disappointed of myself before… well I thought of putting the blame on the lecturers but why not blame on myself… because I didn’t put in a lot of hard work… that is why I ended up in this kind of grades… my last minute effort doesn’t always work in reality…

I don’t know why I just can’t get over it easily…

anyone have a better method of forgetting??

2010-06-03T10:18:00.001+08:00

Am trying to face the fact right now…
That I failed 2 modules… wanting to giving up… but… it’s such a waste of time and money… wanting to switch to part time… am not qualified to do so… no working experience…

Should I just quit… am kinda tired…

Although I know from the start that am failing but when you know the actual result is a different case… I had to force myself to looking at the result facing the fact…

Now I know the answer…

What should I do… quit or not to quit…

A quote I once remembered from a book… if you face something the first time u most probably won’t face it the second time… but it occurs to you the second time it will sure happen for the third time…I don’t want to see endless failing…

All I need now is a pat on my shoulder telling me that everything will be fine… giving me the courage to move on…

2010-06-01T05:01:00.005+08:00

Start my helping out at my grandfather’s shop ever since 22 May… but all those stupid things came along bothering me… like my skin allergy and stomachaches… then one of the stupid thing is that my medication crème for my skin allergy is expire for 5 years… no choice I don’t have the time to go to the clinic coz I simply sleep in the day and wakes up at 4pm… so I applied the expire one onto my skin hoping it works… but too bad seems like it become worse… luckily, I manage to get a day off on sun and I went to the pharmacy to get a similar crème for my allergy… now the stomachaches problems… haven’t been eating regularly since I’ve realize that I grow fat.. ok trying to go on a diet… but I feel like I almost die of pain past days… so I ended up eating and eating now… hate it… don’t know why I have become so weak…

Speaking of the off I have… gone for a necessities shopping… bought lots of stuff… in love with wild honey lately so I went to buy a bottle as well… too much to talk about… hmm… or I shall said I finally got a little chance to watch a little bit of TV… happen to found a new commercial of Takuya Kimura’s advertisement on Gatsby… OMG… am melted by the smile... :D a little disappointed with the current airing jap show by him… teaming with Lin Chi Ling… firstly, I don’t see the beauty in her… secondly… I think other Japanese actress might match Takuya Kimura better… they just look weird together…

I know… most probably falling asleep… coz not much people actually interested in the Jap series… oh ya… little updates of what I have been doing… other than working till 12+… reach home around 1am… bath and then watch anime… Inuyasha… I know this is childish… but the TV is worse… any of you can try to tune in to channel 8 and U at that hour and see if you are interested in it… I bet you will surely agree with me to find shows from the net…

Enough of updates… am working because of $$ and now am becoming a slave of it... so this is the meaning of no life i guess...

time to go to sleep…

2010-05-12T22:58:00.002+08:00

Finally took a picture of my apple :P although its not the one in Love Generation but i still love it... in fact its not collecting dust coz i have been moving here and there scared that it might become in pieces again... keep moving here and there... Thank you once again :D

Finally got my Gingy cup :D its so cute... and am using it right now... shall go to universal studio soon i hope or maybe later... who know the new shrek movie come in and then they produce more Gingy items :D

satisfactory ikea food today... so happy... bought frozen meatballs and the sausages as well... gonna eat them few days later... if not i might get sick of it... so ya.... Aglio Olio wanted to cook for myself tomorrow seems like it will be a busy day...

Cause it bank day tomorrow... need to go to the bank to settle my account stuff and cards... and its Friday... i wonder how long i need to queue in the bank tomorrow hate queuing... i just dunno why there is always a long queue in the bank... shall go in the morning so there is lesser people i guess...

looking forward to my coming plans...
- pan pacific dim sum... anyone interested?? its a lunch weekday buffet so working adults out... coz weekend is almost double the price...
- rent car to practice my driving actually is parking...
- dinner with friends...
- helping out my friend with her coming wedding...
- gatherings...

guess i shall plan more so spend my time away i just couldn't find a part time that allow me to work less than 2 months... no IBM please... i know IBM system too well...

ok... shall update when I'm not that lazy... :D

2010-05-11T03:47:00.000+08:00

I haven’t been updating… having quite an impact during my exam… starting to wonder if choosing to go university is a right choice or not… thinking of giving up coz it’s not as simple as I think… chatting with my god sis that day, I told her the problems I faced guess it’s a long chat for me… initially I thought marketing is quite a challenging job to be… but I realized that I overlook an important aspect with is sales. Marketing is not only on promoting but also having the sales department as a support to promote the company’s goods and services… and in a marketing department, they do not need a lot of staff that’s why my friend told me that there are too many marketing expert out there and I still don’t quite get what he mean… now I know… although it’s not too late I can still change to other specialization. Probably take up Entrepreneurship which my god sis encourages me to take up.

Well as for exam guess am not doing well… not at all!! Who knows I might flung all my 4 papers… I really don’t have any confidence at all… but for the time being who cares… I just don’t bother about it and enjoy for a month… and depress when I saw the result… well I was thinking shall I change my full time studies to part time cause if I fail I will need to stay for another 0.5 month. Plan before everything happen… just think a little bad before I shock myself… my god sis told me that is better that I do that… but what am afraid most is that I can’t cope with it… and u know SIM is super far lo… no matter where I travel from… the distance seems to be further not nearer… haiz it’s a torture when I think of this but I have to think cause it’s my future… my plans… hope it’s not ruin by then…

Guess I kind of emotional lately… having all sorts of weird thought coming out of nowhere… I just wanted things to go according to my plans and I just realized that some things that can’t be control. It just happened. “Nothing is perfect” I guess…

Too much flaw till I can’t see properly…
Forget it… so just be forgetful once in awhile… :)

Oh ya fell in love with a few oldies… Fly me to the moon by Julie London and Fallen by Lauren Wood… I don’t why… but just like… suddenly… I’ve heard people said that if you are old you tend to appreciate oldies… a… am not trying to be old probably trying to be retro I guess :P coz you know gal’s age just like wild fire… spread fast… don’t know why I just get older which am kind of not looking forward to :P

Quote to share:
"Happiness is not so much in having as sharing. We make a living by what we get, but we make a life by what we give." -- Norman MacEwan

2010-04-21T02:17:00.002+08:00

these 2 days i have been having the same dream...
maybe am yearning for that... or maybe i think too much...
a sweet dream... wish i could continue dreaming...

ya... what mash my dream is my com law test... i failed... so sad... depress... or maybe that makes me motivated to work a little harder for my final exam... i hope i will pass this time round dun want to retake again...

2010-04-14T03:23:00.002+08:00

Full of things to buy... $$$$$... i think a seriously need a part time job...

glasses,

pilot sunglasses,

new wallet,
heels,
notebook/ desktop,

seems like i got infinite things to buy... but when it comes to write all of them on my blog... it seems so little... thinking... a lot... ok guys... which spec should i get... i feel like getting a sunglasses too... shall i get the ray ban one or a normal fashion shade... in confusion... friends please give me ideas...

finally saw Show Luo concert advertisement.. frankly speaking am tempted to go... coz his dance is amazing to me... but the ticket price is like $148 for a better seat... getting the CD with the MTV... :P

next is the Universal Studio other than taking photos... i hope to get something over there... in Shrek there is a ginger bread man "Gingy" which i personally like it a lot... hoping to get some related stuff over there... ok i know another waste money activity... since am there probably not forgetting the casino... but i think locals should also visit our local casino once in their lifetime... although i dun gamble... probably waiting for my relative to come to Singapore then go together...

money just flow like water... endless spending man... eating grass... please give me a job man...

just now was writing cover letter... i review my past cover letter... i realized the letter got mistake... and my English sucks man... i almost faint looking at it... i think i need to read more... shall find a day and stuck myself in Kinokuniya one day...

just now i was going to faint again doing that stupid employment pass for my grandpa's employee... there is additional steps to do this time... previous time i only need half an hour to get everything done... now i need 1 - 2 weeks to wait for the long term visit pass then apply employment pass... WTH... wasting of time... just let the employer do everything themselves why do govt change to let employer handle everything... so troublesome man... people trying to simplify... govt trying to make things worse... hate it!!!

2010-02-24T17:55:00.003+08:00

was looking for job in some tourism sector i happen to saw this

boutique hotel, Quincy.. omg the interior is so nice...

well people always told me that don't see a hotel my its photograph... coz the room nv look the same... but this hotel really win me over by their interior compare to Changi Village hotel... :P

i guess i shall plan one of my weekend there for a little getaway :D

Not forgetting...

Happy Birthday to Shermaine!!!

2010-02-21T23:19:00.003+08:00

Had a great day yesterday... a... but tired as well... :P
went out to celebrate shermaine birthday yesterday...
went to jap rest and to loof... :D didn't drink alcohol yesterday...

cause am meeting james they all for a drink at M hotel... i felt like kena cheated... i thought i was going to the bar or something... they ended up in the room... waste $$$ lo... and also they didn't wait for me to drink also they bought 4 bottles of wine... by the time i reached there they already finished 2 bottles le... angry!!! ok la... not angry... in celebration of my birthday and attaining my licence... our "rich boss no where to spend, mike" bought one of his baby, a bottle of wine cost 3K+... WTH... so expensive... forget it... it more of the year wise la... 1945... i shall said... it taste good... expensive wine "jiu shi bu yi yang"... oh ya... talking about the room... coz they are driving... scared of TP so they need a place to sleep... might as well go to one of our friend house to rot... luckily i dun have to pay $$ la... the adult nowadays are super rich lo...

people might think why do i like to mix with these uncles... not because of the $$ but is their life experiences and acts that attracted me... hearing them sharing their work stuff... how they treat their gf... omg... makes me think a lot... at their age of 30s... their average salary is 5K per month at least... i dun really ask much... with the pay they got... means they need to work the same amount of work...

makes me wonder... by the time i get out of society will i be able to get the app amount at the age of 30... their life seems so easy... how come for my generation... i dun felt any good at all... sometimes it dun seems good to know too much also... especially office politics... forget about them...

oh ya... they laughed at my dressing yesterday!!! i shouldn't have meet them in the first place... i think yesterday is a big joke to me lo... sometime uncles do bully people!!! :P

stop here... time for my drama Down with love :D

2010-02-17T20:39:00.002+08:00

Its my last day today after a super long break… am rather sad that my holiday just ended so soon… last few days I’ve just complained that I felt bored at home… now I like omg… tomorrow is an early 8.30am class need to wake up by 5.50… haiz…

Day just past like nobody business… so fast... yet I didn’t even realised at all...

Still thinking whether to go out tomorrow or not… imagine… I have a test on Friday yet I didn’t even touch anything until now… although it’s 40 MCQs only but it’s consist total of 9 chapters… should I just go home straight to prepare for my test or just go out and play??

Actually, I’m still in my holiday mood... :P No feel to touch my materials at all... gosh...

2010-02-15T18:06:00.003+08:00

Haven't been doing any updates lately...

On 10th Feb:-

i got a big surprise from the people above... So shock and touch... the presents i received... hehe... now i know who is the spy... hehe... Thank you all... I love you!!!

12 Feb:-

Went to Mr curry for dinner :D omg the dessert was better than MOF... shall try others next time... :)

13 Feb:-

its a torture... although its new year eve... i need to do a lot of chores.never ending washing and dozen of food to be prepared for cooking... coz all the members in our family will be back home for reunion dinner... i woke up around 10 and i slept around 3+am... almost go crazy... luckily i have already pamper myself with good food the day before... :D

14 Feb:-

sleeping at 3am... early in the morning... my relative started visiting... omg... want to sleep also cannot... :P after all the noise i woke up at 1pm in the afternoon... hehe...

15 Feb:-

2nd day of new year... am going to faint being too bored at home... so i ended up eating... i think am going to gain a lot of weight during this festive season... omg :P

2010-01-31T21:53:00.003+08:00

Yesterday... Quite a lot of happy stuff to talk about...
first in the morning... went for my driving test... am proud to said "I've Passed!!!"
I get up in the morning 7+ then I got nothing in my stomach… but I didn’t sleep well due to my nervousness. So I decided to drink Green Tea… I mean the Pokka Green Tea… I thought that was TEA u know… at least a little caffeine… make me a little awake and at least something to fill my stomach… but I ended up feeling hungry after the test… I guess part of the reason is that I’m too nervous… anyway its over…

I’ve been very budget ever since I took up driving… coz need to spend a lot of money… I’m the person who doesn’t like to ask money from the adult… so… I ended up suffering… a… but still ok that I spend the rest of my $$ on good food… :D

There is this 2 person had given me lots of encouragement to take up this driving course… without the both of them I think I also won’t take up BTT and FTT… one of the person is Xian!!! Another one I shall not disclose that person… coz am not too sure whether he/she wants to see he/her name on it (hope u know who u are… and hope u got your licence too :) )… during my lessons… I felt like giving up… coz driving to me is a scary task… thanks to Xian to listen to my nonsense and nag stuff on my driving during this period of time am such a bother... i know :D… pauline too giving me encouragement… I know I complain a lot on me being very budget… :D hehe… now I got extra to spend… yeah!!

Here comes all my shopping spreessssss… new shoes, new bags… I need almost everything!!! So happy!!! Shopping is always a girl’s favorite pastime...

Next to my uni mates… am glad to have known them because they have been very understanding… during the project period… they had to accommodate my time to do group discussion… giving me lots of encouragement… Sorry and Thank you guys!!!

Apologies to lots of people too… I know I have been very unfriendly that I did not told lots of people regarding my driving course… not because I don’t want to share… its just that the thought of giving up last till yesterday… I thought if I failed I shall give up… I thought handling both my school lesson and driving course is a tiring task… I want to shop yet am tight up… I wanted to share but… I don’t know how to…

Anyway its O.V.E.R. You are all my friends k!! You all are the BEST!!! :D

In the evening, went to Orchard Forum to celebrate Chloe’s birthday… had a wonderful dinner… but because I need to go to my grandpa shop to help out… so I did not join them for the club… I went to my grandpa shop after the dinner... I almost slept there… coz I’m too tired… I spend 45mins – 1hr rotting there coz yesterday got a customer spending lots of $$ on bottles of beer so they did not want to close after I finish all the packing and stuff lor… I’m super angry… initially I thought ”Yeah! Its time to go home!!” after 20-30 mins finish packing I ended up thinking “forget it!! You take you time! :P”… so tired… can’t that customer go somewhere else we are closing man!!! Angry!!!

Last but not least... Once again...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHLOE!! :)

2010-01-17T16:46:00.003+08:00

I can’t deny that am nervous,
I'm afraid,
I'm scared.
I'm afraid of failure...
I hate the feeling...
The Cowardly Lion can get his courage from The Wizard of Oz in Emerald City...
Where can I get my courage???
What should I do???

2010-01-15T13:29:00.003+08:00

It has been 2 weeks since my new school term started. The lessons are taught by Australian lecturers. I must said that am glad that I did not go Australia for my studies… lessons taught by them are simply too boring… I can even start falling asleep at the start of the lesson… ok… I didn’t listen to the lecture I ended up using my phone for Facebook.

For commercial law lesson is our local lecturer bored initially coz it’s the first lesson… but after that was fine coz I have heard of the case studies mention by my lecturer… oh ya… marketing is an interesting lesson… I didn’t fall asleep during lesson coz the Australian lecturer was fun. :) hehe… I must confess that I skip the lectures yesterday…

I woke up in the morning to prepare and getting ready to go to school… then Shu Xian called me asking me whether wanna skip the morning macroeconomics lesson and go for the marketing lesson in the afternoon… after much discussion… we skipped… since I have already woke up… I help my cousin to do his book sleeve… am simply doing sec 1 work… after doing, I felt tired so I went to sleep for 1+ hour… :D I received Xian message after that but I just can’t bear to wake up… so I told her that am not going to school. She herself also never go marketing lesson…
Anyway the past few days have been torturing for us… our lesson starts at 8.30am in the morning and ends at 6.30 in the evening… although we got a break of 4hrs in between the lessons.

Let’s not talk about school… I went out in the evening yesterday… the most frustrating thing is that I need to queue everywhere I go… to popular to get my cousin nylon paint brush the queue is like snake and then I went to Watson to get my makeup remover although the queue is not long I don’t know what the hell the lady in front is doing… I ended up queuing for 15mins in frustration…

Today, the same thing happen… I can’t believe that I queue for 30mins for my stuff… I really hate to queue man… who invented the queuing system??? why Singaporean like to queue so much… even in the toilet…

I HATE QUEUES!!!

2010-01-04T17:39:00.004+08:00

ok... yesterday was Kevin and Evonne's ROM...
I'm suppose to meet paul at 12pm for our lunch and go shop shop around... but she remember the time wrongly... ended up meet at 1230... while waiting for her i went to Tamp interchange Mac i saw this cute doraemon

the red color look like reindeer right!!! some more red color with a bell... got Christmas feel... :P
but the answer is dragon... look cute right... i just got rabbit... :D

after the ROM... we went to Loof... erm... we reached there quite early... its a none air-condition place... the view was good... the sofa we sit on is quite wide... i can lie down and rest... its quite a nice place to go... but i think i prefer an air-condition place next time... oh ya... my unglam side... -.-''' oh ya... the rest of them played game yesterday to finish up the remaining Chivas... shuxian and shermaine was the 'suay' ones... haha... am the not friendly one... coz i didn't play... i don't usually play games... hehe... i love enjoying the buildings view... hoping 2 1/2 years later i will be working in one of the building...

coming up activities...
9 Jan:- Dinner at Nick's work place
15 Jan:- Bodys World
30 Jan:- Chloe's Birthday Celebration
Feb:- Malaysia JB

2010-01-02T23:31:00.003+08:00

This is so Sweet!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-5CObQpG4cA

Wanted to embed it but my blog size is too small...

2010-01-01T20:29:00.004+08:00

Welcome 2010!!!!!!!!

Looking forward to a new year...

oh ya i remember something very frustrated yesterday... i was looking forward to Rain's Fashion Concert yesterday... from my knowledge a concern should last for at least 2hr... but the show on TV only last for 30min!!! what the hell i dunno what am watching... wasting my time... i thought should be nice... ended up it only makes me sleepy coz it wasn't a complete one.

forget about that... talk more about coming plans...
:D (smiling to myself) filling myself with some activities for the year...
other than studying for my degree... I'm thinking of some self upgrading... part of my wish ok... coz i have been procrastinating don't know ever since when... things i have always wanted to get... am saving to get it... i just can't open my mouth at ask my family to pay for it... lets start from the cheapest one... hehe... ok... i must admit its not tat cheap as well... brilliant rose will have to wait...this time... i should get some of my wishes work out... my wish list is getting longer as time past... treating in as a pampering... :D at least let my wish list get a little shorter... :D

looking at what i've written... i felt that am some how motivated... happy that i have move forward... maybe sensible in some ways... :D

lastly...

MAY YOUR NEW YEAR RESOLUTION COME TRUE!!!

HAPPY 2010!!!

2009-12-27T04:21:00.003+08:00

There are so many things in my mind right now...
I wonder how i can accomplish them...
Or should i said its dreams...
Wish list seems endless...
maybe Santa Claus thinks am a bad girl and doesn't want to grant my wishes...
maybe am too greedy...
few more days to the end of 2009...
2010... what is my new year resolution??
One year older... time flies...
i regret that i come across some things too late...
only if am able to turn time back...
only if am firm of what i want in life...
open my mouth and ask for things and tell them what i want...
if i open my mouth earlier will i be a different person??
will i be the same me like now??
i wonder...
am i awake??
or in my Dreamy Wonderland??
or maybe am just drunk and wasn't awake at all...

2009-12-25T02:46:00.002+08:00

these few days have been a very fulfilling one...
23 Dec went suntec city, marina square and raffles city then to orchard area to get presents for the gals. a tiring day... but we discover new places... Orchard Central OChre its a bar cum restaurant... should be a nice place to go to... ok... the bad thing is that i hate the lift and some of the walk way... its make of glass... i felt like am going to fell off anytime walking on the walk way... but i think its a nice place to slack... :D gals, we shall go next time... not forgetting Loof and Timbre our list is never ending
in the evening we went to meet jacline (i hope i spell correctly eventually i forgotten her name hehe) with lihao... but both of us are too tired coz we slept for 4/5 hrs....
home sweet home... slept early... wake up at 12+ the next day...

24 Dec Christmas Eve with my gals... had a wonderful dinner :) received presents too... :D am quite surprise with pauline's gift... coz i told her quite long ago... i thought she forgotten about it... and i like the colors too... the clip is now on my head :D Thanks Everyone!

25 Dec Its Christmas!! what am going to do... sleep well, eat well and lastly hug my tv in the evening... coz absolute boyfriend special edition is showing on TV... i like the edition so so much... gonna watch it again...

ok once again

Merry Christmas to all of you!!!

2009-12-22T21:01:00.002+08:00

its 22 Dec... 2 more days!!! yet am still thinking of what to get for my gals
looking forward to Christmas eve...
yeah blue theme... omg... my closet only have limited color... black, white and grey...
I'm running out of time!!!
tomorrow will be a long long day for me... hope i get everything done by tomorrow...

oh ya... quite a few of my friends will be leaving country on business trip till year...
hehe... save money!! haha... actually quite sad... coz they are in foreign country... hehe... this yr's present will be early Christmas sms... hehe... at least am not heartless ok...

2009-12-14T01:11:00.003+08:00

someone said something touching today... i felt happy and touch... at that moment i thought "am not alone he did think of me! he didn't left me out!"... maybe its just a casual word to him to said that... or maybe he is just joking... to me... this little words show care and concern which means a lot more to me...
super duper touch today!!
i even smile to myself when thinking about the matter...
so happy...

i don't know if he meant what he said or not... but its something i can look forward to... :D
maybe i should dream more... :)

2009-12-12T17:48:00.002+08:00

have been feeling sick since 25 Nov... went to see a doctor and finish the prescription in a week... but my cough doesn't get any better so i went back to the doctor again and go myself another week of prescription on 3 Dec... finally am almost recover suddenly my throat start to swell again and got fever... then was force by my grandpa to see a doctor again in another clinic yesterday... was given another week of prescription... this is the most exaggerating act i ever did... visit the doctor 3 times... omg... luckily my fever subside already... if not i may need to do blood test... upon hearing that i almost faint... blood and needle...
oh ya the medicine cause me drowsy... seems like i have been sleeping and floating around for the past weeks...

2009-12-10T02:02:00.004+08:00

i came across this phone while surfing the net today.
the phone is so cute... i so wanted to get it... but it doesn't sell in Singapore. so sad....

the wall paper is so cute looks more like a toy... was wondering if they would sell them in Singapore or not... or maybe people going oversea saw this please help me check if i can use it in Sinapore then help me buy... i like it so much... :D

2009-12-04T19:37:00.002+08:00

got my result yesterday... I passed!! :D

secondly, i need to be a two weeks home keeper..

coz my aunt with her kids to visit her family.

left with 11 days...

2009-11-28T00:22:00.002+08:00

i just went to SIM portal today... realise that my result will be out on the 3 Dec... OMG... will i fail... so no confidence despite i studied for my exam... gosh... its around the corner...
deep sigh... wish me luck man!!

oh ya... i have been sleeping these few days... coz Monday night i ate the whole bar of chocolate and i got sore throat then Tuesday i went to eat steamboat... and finally i fell sick and went to the doctor the next day... so is like after i took my medicine and stay awake for 1+ hour and then fall asleep... the only time I'm awake is to take medicine...

having lots of activities during Dec...

I'm having another hectic month...

2009-11-18T21:26:00.002+08:00

a little pressurized lately... anxious toward something and am getting tired of it...
did i move forward... or am still stuck in the past...

sometimes i think you understand me more than myself...

thanks for everything...

2009-11-13T15:19:00.002+08:00

8- 10 Nov 2009:-
went for a short trip to Genting with paul, chloe and vivien.
was quite a fun one... hope there will be other trips coming up together... so everyone... save money ok!!! then we can go together... oh ya... the only thing i hate most is the journey... its too long... luckily... i manage to sleep in the bus to past my time...
sharing a room with paul... haha... she bully me by waking me up early...
the theme park was alright... other than height stuff... i still manage to stand properly... hehe... hao is like laughing at me.... -.-''' and she is also having acrophobia as well... i have been eating for throughout the trip... i think i did grow a little fatter... :P

11 Nov 2009:-
meeting for Carl's Junior and to take our Genting photos from paul and chloe... and also to pass my shoes to maine... hehe... looking at my shoes cabinet... is so empty... now its time to get new heels and flats of coz... am always lack of all types of shoes... :D seen a few heels from charles and keith... like it so much.. i intend to try out first before i buy... coz most of them said its difficult to match my clothes... nvm i shall buy clothes to match my heels...

today am intending to slack a bit... i still owe a lot of people for lunch and dinner... dun kill me k... am trying to fulfill them one by one...

2009-11-02T00:57:00.008+08:00

Went out for shopping with Pauline and Vivien...
had a wonderful day...
bought lots of things that i wanted long time ago... :D
bought a sport bag that i always wanted to...
then paul and vivien said that i won't use it later on... a... i dunno...

oh ya... i saw something interesting today... the musical box... and i found my favourite song... coz its kinda waste of money in the first place... still thinking whether to get it or not... the below pict is the music box i got from wiki... its something like that... not as pretty... but its unique or i find that it is a classic.

just now there is a joke... vivien thought maybe u turn a few round on the [1]... it will play the music automatically like what we usually see... haha... its meant to be manual... haha... remember i said about the custom make music box place.... its this Otaru Music Box Museum... another place i wanted to visit... do find out on ur own if u are interested... :)
went to Thai Express for our dinner...

Vivien's crayfish glass noodle

Paul's soft shell crab glass noodle

as usual I've got my tom yum seafood stick noodle
is the best!!!

Our dessert cannot remember the name but taste was good... with coconut ice-cream, red bean paste and coconut milk as topping... and a Thai Chendol a... we eat without remembering to take the pictures... hehe...

after our shopping at bugis... we head to suntec for paul's shoes... too bad... she didn't find anything nice... hehe... i found one... hehe... u know what i mean... wanted to buy... but i think i need to pack my shoes first... :D

furthermore, after suntec... we went to geylang for dim sum... the one paul always mention... but i think i put such a high hope on the food... didn't feel much but i have to admit that some dish were pretty good... some were quite normal... the mushroom is a waste of $$... i thought the mushroom should be the fresh jap mushroom... obviously made from dried mushroom not nice at all...

nvm... i heard of one nice dim sum place from my friend... think i will ask them for detail again...

oh ya... little update on myself... exam week... 3 papers in total... 2 down... another 1 coming on friday... finally... sem 1 is coming to an end... holiday time... genting trip... then will be free for about 2/3 weeks... need to meet up lot of friends for lunch and dinner... during december... my pigs will be going oversea... am thinking of cooking for the girls during this time... a... still thinking...cooking is a troublesome job... the aftermaths is bad... also, since i will be free in the day time i hope am able to spend some time for myself... am thinking to do a little something... hmm... that will be cute if i have one... :) shall keep it to myself first... :D share it again next time... probably when i'm done with the thing...

shall stop here...

2009-10-23T03:38:00.004+08:00

in the middle of the night.... writing blog... coz am trying to concentrate on my revision... but i did not success until now... am stuck with my notebook... hehe..

fell in love with this song...
"Love you" by HowL...

ok... my aunt is overly crazy about that Boys over flower show... i have been watching it repeatedly these few days... happen to heard this song... but i dun seems to find it in the album itself... took me sometime to look for that song due to the language... but lucky the song have some English words.... am not crazy for that F4 ok... but it happen to be one of my favourite singer Howl... his song is super nice... for your info he is also the one who sing the "Goong" OST perhaps love etc... anyway he got a nice vocal...

now back to topic... my 1st paper on the 26 Oct... ending on the 6 Nov... am so looking forward to my trip this time... its the first time am going oversea with this bunch of gals... exciting trip i guess... :D

ok... time to go back to my revision... i have been dragging dunno since when... :P

2009-09-28T23:44:00.001+08:00

disappointed with myself... organize something is so difficult.

i should have plan to go alone...

2009-09-27T00:25:00.002+08:00

went out with paul today... the both of us have not been out together for quite sometime... i dun mean group gathering... is only the 2 crazy us... coz am rather busy... well she is busy too... happy of course to go out shopping... hehe... as well as spend lot of $$$... oh ya sampling mooncakes today... :D traditional with no yolk is my all time favourite... wanted to buy myself a pencil case to put my calculator and stuff together.... always forget my calculator... left it at home... i kept thinking that i will found a better one... but in the end i still bought NOTHING!!! never mind next time then...

2009-09-23T19:14:00.002+08:00

its almost the end of sept already..
my school starts on july... and now is like ending... test and final exam are around the corner...

seems like the time runs fast... or maybe am slow... whatever...

2009-09-06T14:21:00.002+08:00

being a bit emotional today...
i saw a newspaper article on my friend... OMG... the first thing i saw the newspaper... i was wondering is it him?? to my surprise its really him... we haven't contact for quite sometimes or maybe years....

i must said that he changed a lot... the 'ah beng' i knew in the past changed and now taking care of his family business...

time flies.... in the past we are still students... now everyone walk out their own path... left me huh... still schooling... but I'm glad that he is still keeping his singing interest... a bit sad that am still not in the working path...

but at least i know i walking forward...

i believe is a matter of time...

2009-08-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

firstly, doing lots of things lately... i dun even remember what i did...

well.. finally... am super sick yesterday... and had to cancel my apointment...

went to school yesterday... but xian is late so she took a cab down my house to fetch me... :D

the stupid uncle keep jerking his car i felt like vomiting my breakfast... my gastric was so uncomfortable...

well am ok already... having urge of eating Sushi :D anyone intersted??

2009-08-04T00:01:00.002+08:00

its finally August!!
It has been a busy month for me... assignment and other stuff... nearly suffocate me... my schedule are super full and i need to accommodate some people to meet them for lunch and dinner... am making myself so pack that my battery aren't able to recharge... am always in the 30-40% charged mode... i guess... feeling so tired yet... am not able to sleep well... i still dunno how Shane are able to last until now... working full time in the night and full time sch in the day... and part time web designer...

finally my assignment is going to due this week... going to meet my cuties for dinner... gonna enjoy food to the fullest... well 2 test coming up... guess just do my best...

to paul... must jia you oh... will give you lots of moral support... too bad la... not financially... :D

oh ya... i was browsing through the ikea book today... am having urge of getting plant... to play with it... guess its kinda cool releasing stress and tiredness... should i get it??

i want to thanks my sis and an lun helping me out with my assignment... thanks so much... and lastly... love you all!!!

2009-07-25T18:39:00.000+08:00

I was told to update my blog...
other tha my personal stuff...

going school as usual... but i got an assignment to do... due on 7 Aug 12noon as am having afternoon lesson on that day... i need to hang my assignment on the 6 Aug. seems like i left with 12 days to finish my essay report.

feeling so tired right now... didn't sleep well as my neighbour is having some renovation... i have been waking and sleeping... eventhough i wake up at 4+ today... well, i guess partly is because i saw my books on my bed... was getting ready to do my assignment... relying my coffee to keep me awake...

ok... thats all for now... back to my assignment again..

2009-07-08T18:38:00.002+08:00

after 2 days of lessons. i don't have to go to school today!! well... I'm having kinda big head today coz i got an assignment due in 1 month time (7 August). yesterday i was happily enjoying myself in the evening as early lesson really torture me. then suddenly my aunt reminded me that i still got an assignment to do. her reminder makes me couldn't sleep in the night. thinking who to interview, the questions, what topic to choose... torturing me the whole night... she shouldn't have reminded me before i go to sleep... oh ya... regarding the problems i met is that who will stay in a company for more than 5 years these days. lucky me! manage to find 2 of them. now am going to think of questions to interview them :D

another big headache for me. coz i need to ask them questions to provide me answers to finish my essay report consisting of 1750 words.

forget about my assignment. my lesson these 2 days was quite OK. although lessons were bored but the lecturer was quite a humor during the lessons. my classmates or rather my group assignment mates are friendly. well my group consist of 2 guys and 4 girls. well... am looking forward to having lots of fireworks with them :D

2009-07-02T20:44:00.002+08:00

so fast... half a yr is gone... my school starts next week...
well... mix feeling... feeling nervous and excited... it seems like primary school... everything starts from the beginning... familiarise with new classmate, classrooms, teaching method and possibly having a thinking of i hate school... well when school starts people always says that but when u have a long holiday people will said that they miss school...

still is the mist of my jap drama world... hmm... school thingy leave it until next week... but eventually am quite looking forward to it... imagine am piling up with reports and projects... interesting right? haha... just joking... hoping for an exciting sem with everyone...

am ready for new challenges!!!

2009-06-30T21:21:00.003+08:00

eventually i forgot what i did these few days...

i heard something interesting... "friends are like gems people should treasure it" i guess it is because everything gem looks like a normal mineral stone... never know what is inside before u process it... difficult to find, need to be polished before u will be able to see them shine.

interesting? who knows these so call gems is hiding in the crowd waiting for you to find them out.

2009-06-18T18:19:00.002+08:00

lately i got quite a few commitment :P

watching shows:
Mr. Brain
魔女18號
福氣又安康 Easy Fortune Happy Life
終極三國 K.O.3anguo

too bad these are all ongoing shows... i gonna wait!! hate it... oh ya highly recommend Mr. brain... got my favourite actors (Mizushima Hiro, Takuya Kimura and Kamenashi Kazuya) :P

facebook... been playing farm town, barn buddy, happy farm... rest city i have been throwing aside already... :D haha... i guess i training my patient to wait... coz its all planting games... gonna wait for the crops to grow...

have been staring at my com these few days... until i finished all the show... guess i need to tied myself up with activities next week... jimmy and all... dinner gathering will be planned my XT soon... :D and jerlyn jie and others that i missed out... meet up soon!! don't complain OK! am trying to plan my time out for all of you... who ask you to have such a lazy friend like me :D next time plan everything beforehand and ask me out :P

2009-06-13T15:47:00.002+08:00

Was chatting with my friend yesterday regarding another gathering with sam, jimmy and sim... :D love gathering with them... had a wonderful chat with her... hmm... i wanna thanks her for giving lots of encouragement... she gives me a lot of confident... thanks babe... love u!!

oh ya... regard my uni thingy... went to the briefing... i realise that there isn't any book list stated in the letter... WTH... waste my time... nvm... i can spend on shopping... :P oh ya... happy that i got exempted from 1 module... i only got 3 module to study this sem... so is like i got more free time... :D

To people i know going to further studies... best of luck man!

2009-06-10T21:57:00.002+08:00

Went to a nice dinner today at orchard today... hehe... i got something!! :D shall not tell... is a secret... oh ya... i forgot to complain... we went sakae for dinner at the end of our dinner... some of our dishes are not out yet... omg... we almost faint... lucky the person read out our order... if not we are going to paid for the 3 dishes that is not serve to us... so angry didn't manage to get our chawamushi and tempura...

Before going out... went online for a chat with Irene and Pauline...

had some sort of argument between Irene and me. Sorry Irene... I apologise for what i had said that make u disappointed. if you feel uncomfortable then i shall not make anymore comments on anything... i promise...

sorry guys to make u feel excited for the Hort park trip... and now is canceled...

2009-06-09T20:28:00.002+08:00

Feeling so restless today...

no feel to do anything except lying on my bed...

guess i will be growing fatter if i still carry on sleeping like that...

you know one of my friend gave me a nick name... whenever she sms me... she will put "lazy pig" in the sms... coz she knows me too well... haha... :D

am starting to doubt myself if i can really do it or not...
say is always easier than done... if i fail to do well... should i just throw in the towel... instead of trying it again and again
no one know if my next try will be a success... if i fail does that mean that am wasting my time... why do i land myself into this kind of situation in the first place... haiz...

2009-06-08T19:11:00.002+08:00

pathetic day... met with dozens of obstacle today... feel like banging myself to the wall...

in the morning... i went to NYP to get my dip... first thing in school... toward the escalator to student affair office... i decided to give Leong SC a call to get Paul's cert... when i was trying to communicate with him fighting with the speaker noise at the auditorium 1 of the security guard block me... i could speak to him as am still talking on the phone... haiz... then another one come over to lead me to the hall to take temperature... i was like going crazy... i just wanna speak properly! after getting what Mr. Leong said... i went inside the hall... and is a long way... gonna check temperature... get myself a sticker... then actually i need to sign something... but i told the teacher that i'm a student... taking cert then leave straight away... so she said that i can leave there... when i reach the student office... what happen is that i thought my dip and IPP cert will be given out together... stupid thing i did is that i actually open up the envelop and look what is inside... then i went off to take a train home... i totally forgot about my IPP cert...

on the train... i suddenly remembered that i only got 1 cert on my hand... OMG... the weather is too hot... i dun wish to go back again... decided to do some groceries shopping then head home to give Mr. Chew LH a call... in the end... he said that i have to call Mr. Siva for my cert... so i go ahead with calling Mr. Siva... I ask him if i need to get my IPP cert from him... then he said... next week. Thank you. then hang my phone... i wanted to ask more detail but i was given chance... i was like -.-''' what should i do?? guess... hackcare for now... call him again next week to book a date... :D

When i reach home... i need to settle maybank stuff... nowadays ibanking needs token... we haven't use maybank for maybe a couple of years... so i met problem of logining the system... i call and ask the customer services... she said is my java problem that i need to disable it... then after that here comes another problem... OTP error... so i called again the lady said that she got to resynchronize it again before i can use it... waste my time waiting man! she took about half hour to do her job...

this leads to me... cooking dinner at a later time... end up i gonna waste a the wok and utensils on my own! hate to do washing jobs... dun want to cook next time... :P

did those house chores until now... that am able to blog and eat my favourite golden kiwi... :D

a few activities coming up... will update again... if am not lazy... :D

Congrats to you... u know who u are...

2009-06-06T19:46:00.002+08:00

i found this last few days....

Binky- The shy panda who has a big heart... to love you

11. Truffles- The sneaky pig who will scoff your last sweet if you're not looking... so keep him close!

Coco- The excitable monkey who loves to be the centre of attention... make sure you're watching!

cute rite dedicated to panda, monkey and pig... hehe

2009-06-04T04:08:00.002+08:00

Was browsing through the tatty teddy website... i saw this!!! is a limited edition... wondering should i buy or not... cost £26.91 about 63.39 SGD excluding the other charges... or should i get a normal one... how i wish this is sold in Singapore...

2009-06-01T18:17:00.003+08:00

last Friday... hang out with irene and paul...
went bugis, nydc for dinner... i love my dish... is mushroom attack...
then we take train back to kovan and slack at Xing Wang... we stay around 3+ - 4am...
then proceed to Mac and bought a cup of coke and stayed there until 6am...
guess we got too much to chat... haha...
after that i took a cab home... the driver uncle ask lots of questions... i think is because in such an early morning... he got no one to chat...

then yesterday... went shopping with both of them again... actually went to typ for breakfast... but who knows... irene was late and that becomes a lunch for us... bought a lot of things... i shall not said wat we bought... coz i still got some pending stuff haha... going crazy...

today... sleep until 4 without knowing... lucky my aunt wake me up... if not... i couldn't sleep in the night... guess i need to get back to normal human clock... night owl wasn't as good as you think... is the first day of the month... lining up with some activities.

oh ya i did some quiz on FB quite interesting

the F4 one... hehe... actually i like all the 4 after 5 yrs... haha... i know am greedy who cares... is just a quiz... :P

and the types of shoes... c... i know myself too well... i love high heels... just that having friends who like to walk a lot... i need to get more flats to cater my needs than my wants...

will update soon.... :D

2009-05-24T15:19:00.003+08:00

let me do a little update of 22 may 2009... Our bbq...
firstly... i manage to skip tat cycling trip... :D
all thanks to my aunt visit... haha
well.. i have to admit that i had a lot of fun there with everyone... is a pity that we couldn't make any use to the pond in the chalet... coz its too dirty...
hehe... i still remember... the black ones do the bbq-ing... the white ones sit there and wait... and the grey one takes photographs...
irene and me... simply sit there and wait for the food... :D
food was good... atmosphere was good... everything was wonderful... ok... photos not be uploaded here... go browse the cherishus blog... am sure xian will do an upload soon...

sat and today...
feeling sleepy... in fact i have already slept until afternoon... the coffee did not keep me awake at all... been lazing around... my cousin's room... living room sofa... my bed... :D am so lazy to do things today...

watch a show yesterday... people got their careers, apartment... ai ya... forget it... name it as 5Cs... at the age of 30...
i was wondering... when i grad from uni... am already 25... will i be able to get what i want? do i have the money to do what i want... am i capable of having a good career... good pay... of coz an apartment which i always wanted... thinking... about $$... where is my saving? do i have enough? i got myself a calculator and start calculating... .... .... all i can said is i need to save... that stupid govt rules... doesn't allow me to get a flat... so i need a condo... which cost more... erm... well... my wish list is getting longer... want this want that... haiz...

haiz... luck and cash is all i need... not forgetting friendship... if i did not mention that... i guess... everyone gonna kill me... :D

2009-05-20T19:48:00.002+08:00

Today... went lucky plaza lunch with jimmy, samuel, nick, benny and xinting...

after lunch... those guys got to go back to work... as left with xinting and me!

so we decided to do a little shopping... :D actually shop for quite a lot of things... :D

so told that shu uemura mascara is good... so i went to the Tangs counter... there is this lady serving me... she asked me my requirement... so i told her long and curl... then she recommend me one... she then said... ur lash is long enough... u can try this... and showed me another one... then she added... use a curler for better effect... then i reply her... a... i find it troublesome to use a curler... she then said then u get this... she recommended me 3 types of mascara... end up... she said... i think u get this... (the first type tat she recommend me)... my friend and me is like laughing... well after all... i bought the one she recommend me to get...

Next... i went to shop for clothes... :) bought limited edition clothes... sales!! deduct of 40%...

after that we walk back to Cine leisure for our movie... wanted to watch night at the museum 2 but the show will start tomorrow... so we ended up watching Young Victoria... the show was not too bad... tell story... i end up in a couple seat with an uncle! we choose the wrong seat... and the uncle is like laughing out and talking to himself during the movie...

after movie... we are chatting away regarding the uncle sitting beside me... and the movie... haha... both of us wishes that we are able to find our prince Albert to protect us from the gun shot... haha... watch too much movie... going crazy... a... but i was thinking... if i were to choose a prince charming... can i choose the Dean from Supernatural II... he is my favourite!!

oh ya... i went to ntuc to buy fruit just now... 2 boxes of grapes, 2 boxes of my favourite golden kiwi, 1 box of strawberry... i have to said i really bought quite a lot... except for the grapes... the rest of the fruit belong to me! food rationing u know... stocking up my favourite fruit instead of tidbits... to lead a healthier lifestyle... oh ya... not forgetting my favourite Earl Grey... hehe... i drink it whenever i want... especially with cheese cake... :D

ok... that's about it... :)

2009-05-17T15:30:00.003+08:00

ok... been bz going out with friends... slacking at home watching show....
oh ya... some of them might have got the new friend xian and irene that i have got into UniSim (RMIT)... Thanks man!!
i thought maybe i will tell all of you during June before my school starts on 1st July... who knows the news spread so fast... haha

dunno how come i got the letter first... Xian and PL still haven't receive any letter yet... hope both u got the offer letter soon...

Hope that 3 of us can get in together... well... u know i got no sense of direction... most probably... without u both... i will definitely lost my way in school... :D

2009-05-17T15:02:00.005+08:00

I'm free today...
I came across an album in the fb... how my cousin's friend propose to his gf at UnderWater World... i then remember that most of them does not know the meaning of proposal ring...

Diamond engagement rings are a symbol of commitment and eternal love. The actual marriage proposal has to be perfect, and therefore the engagement ring has to be unique and overwhelming.

A wedding ring or wedding band consists of a metal ring. Such a ring symbolizes marriage: a spouse wears it to indicate a marital commitment to fidelity.

After all... Both ring got almost the same meaning...
They are symbols of several emotions such as:
Love
Commitment
Fidelity
Eternity
Honor

2009-05-12T15:18:00.002+08:00

For the previous post... guess my mind is a bit not right... well... i "kan kai le"...

i happen to find this little quote in one of my notepad...

For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

Why do i have to care so much regarding this small matter and make myself lose sixty seconds of happiness... i decided to take it easy... smile!!! :D

I'm thinking to trim my hair later... but thinking that i have to walk out of my house... makes me feel so lazy and no feel... sun is so bright and hot... all those stupid reason just pop out in my mind...

Procrastination is the art of keeping up with yesterday
-Don Marquis

funny right i found this as well... When i first saw this quote... it really makes me smile... hope it helps and brings a little laughter to people reading it. :)

2009-05-08T17:38:00.009+08:00

I'm utterly disappointed with u!

whether we are still close friend or not

i guess... u should realise that we are no longer like before...

People always told me that no worries u got me as your best friend is all crap... human change and they will no longer be the same each and everyday. not pointing to anyone. but this is what i realise... maybe... the person also did not realise the change in them...

2009-05-07T00:23:00.006+08:00

2 May 2009 went lunch with poly mates at MadJack

Then went to watch a stupid movie... Friday 13...

for the first half hour... i been hearing F*** word from the movie... i hate people scolding that is so rude... i felt so frustrated watch that movie... lucky the actors all die... i can't imagine what i would do if the few actor start saying the F*** word to the end of the movie... i guess i will stand and walk out of the theater...

and during the show i saw Jared Padalecki... he is so handsome... i fall in love with him when i first watch Super Natural II in fact i still prefer Jensen Ackles who acted as his brother in the drama...

Its not scary but its very bloody... throughout the whole movie.. I've been chatting with songming... discussing the movie... crazy us...

We ate long john for dinner and head back to my house... to do crystal thingy...

6 May-

The only picture we took... coz we forgot about that and continue eating... :D

Go out in the evening just to return hdd to zharfan... went to dinner with Pauline... We found a nice Chinese restaurant... The Asian Kitchen... everything was nice... main, xiao long bao, dessert... all delicious... but the price is a bit steep...

went home after that...

2009-05-01T13:33:00.002+08:00

For the past few days i didn't get to enjoy air-con... y? because my grandpa's room air-con is spoilt. He is scared of heat. Therefore, we swap room. Although i switch on the fan but the temperature is like 32 degree... so i couldn't fall a sleep one night... people always said let go and watch sunrise but in fact i didn't really see it before from the beaches...

The morning before sunrise up high

The sun... in fact when i was young i really hate the sun... cause it always wake me up in the morning... Taken from my grandpa's room... is this counted as sun rise?? :D

Next without air-con days... finally... new air-con arrive but u know what... it is spoilt in the first night... not cooling at all... initially, i was wondering... is the me who anyhow press the remote control and wasn't cold anymore... figuring the control for hours but i didn't get any answer... and then i still gave up... the next morning my family gave the air-con company a called and they came. Did a check and realise that the nuts connected at the compressor is broken... WTH... its only the first night... Then after the person done with the changing... we test and it runs fine... until now... it didn't cause me much problem...

Went out with irene and xian one day... (cause i forgot the date) haiz... irene is dreaming desperately for a car... even toy car also dun wanna miss it...

Went out yesterday with Irene and Xian... to Tamp1 cause irene wants to get a name card holder for her mum. As usual i was late... Xian couldn't contact her at first... luckily she picked up the phone after multiple blasting of phone calls... She did not manage to get the name card holder so we proceed to bugis to Mu-ee to get it... coz i got 1 holder which is able to withstand my bad temper... haha... in the end... i found sharp edges... so i bought a new one that day as well... there is a mirror effect... with an urge.. i decided to stick the crystal on it... I've use 3 pack of crystal... but know what not enough!!! I'm gonna go back and get some more crystal and finish up my half done work... nice right... i like it too :P

So that's it for today... a... i guess.... hope i didn't miss out anything...

2009-04-26T20:22:00.004+08:00

Was told to do an update... haiz... am too lazy to type...
these day... i have been going out with friends... enjoying good food...
oh ya reading book... been reading Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown...

oh ya... my grandpa's room air-conditioner spoilt... so gotta switch room with him cause he couldn't stand the heat...

the new air-conditioner will be arriving on Tuesday... hope it can last longer... haha... its so hot to stay in a room without air-conditioner...

oh ya... happen to browse a Mazda webby found this on its web... it looks so nice...
-it is revertible hard top
-its sunflower yellow
-most importantly i fell in love with it at first sight... haha

a... i simply forgot what i did... and what i need to blog... so just stop here! :D

2009-04-13T15:55:00.006+08:00

Feeling like dizzy today... seems like my world is floating...

feeling emotionally tired...

i wanna go on a tour!!

:D... remind me of rick... after i recovered... ask him to keep me accompany... he quit his job at this point of time... well another jobless chap... haha :P

thought about the SIM result... dunno when is it coming... waited so long already...

waiting in curiosity...

did some browsing through some fashion webby... haven't been looking at fashion magazines... found an interesting brand...

Mulberry... do take a look at its official web... they got some nice designs... which i fell in love at first sight...

2009-04-12T19:05:00.002+08:00

I'm sick ever since Thursday night...
miss a food trip on Friday... sad...
now my favourite hobby is eating... :D

although am sick today... i poison myself with KFC.. hehe.. glutton pig...
Well am still waiting to go Wild Rocket for food...

2009-04-06T21:51:00.003+08:00

Yesterday is my first time distributing the flyers... had a great day with the aunties over there... and good thing is that am able to leave early... :D...
But standing for a long time my back cannot take it... aches like hell..

today... super frustrated... when others need help they can easily get me to help them out... when i need help i can only depend on myself... ai ya forget it... makes me even more worse explaining all this...

just be colder get back to my old self...

guys out there the cycling outing and the NYP gathering just count me out...

2009-04-02T15:41:00.005+08:00

Was wondering if i should take up a wine tasting course... so i browse through the webby online and i found this

Wild hibiscus champagnes

posted on www.wineaffaire.com

I always love to try out Moet champagnes but i have to said that it is super expensive as the making of champagnes is way to complicated so if you know the process of that you will definitely know why it is expensive.

2009-04-02T14:05:00.002+08:00

I'm too tired to blog yesterday so I do it today.
Went back to Manulife to have lunch with my colleagues. Went to some place for lunch dunno where to eat lor mee. Too bad the store closed down. So we choose here and there finally decided to eat western food. We waited so long for our food as the store only got 1 person who does everything on his own. After eating session we went back to the office. Then me and xt is like chatting at the back office suggesting to eat clay pot laksa the next time we meet. Haha is both our all time favorite. Then Andy which is my 2nd boss come to us complaining that the food bought back for him was not very nice. He thought that we will go all the way to old airport road to get the famous lor mee for him. who dares to drive his car he rather stay in the office than driving us there ;p anyway we continue our fun there until 3 plus. And am suppose to meet my friend at 3. What kind of friend i am huh... Lucky she is not angry coz she waited 30 over min.
In the end we go shop a little while and she got to leave at 5 coz she is going back to Malaysia. So both of us took train back.
Initially was told that there is activity in the night but was cancel due to some reason. So went back home and sleep.

Today i wake up by a call.. telling me the part time job stuff... i couldn't get to sleep so went online to seek for help coz my anti-virus software got a little problem... so i spend my time waiting... all they do is to uninstall my software remotely and then install it again... amazing thing is that the person at the other end able to control my notebook without instructing me to do the job. i thought only my school helpdesk are able to do that using LAN. really amazing to me.

oh ya... I'm super craving for Chili crab and K box... i don't know why but i guess am kinda crazy these days...

2009-04-01T18:57:00.003+08:00

Wanna share a news with all of you!!

The innocent 22 year old victim, was killed and brutally gutted and had parts of his organs eaten. The boy was also beheaded...
All this happen under broad daylight, on a bus. The boy was seated dright beside this Chinese psychotic killer. He was stabbed 50 over times in cold blood...
The trial found this mad man NOT GUILTY. Sentences as Criminally Not Responsible means he does not has a criminal record for the cruel act and if the psychiatrist finds his conditions under control or improve anytime in future... he will be release back to the society...

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/7925085

2009-03-18T13:33:00.001+08:00

Need to go back to NYP to take transcript today...

so have to wake up early today...

before i go i made this breakfirst.

2009-03-17T03:48:00.003+08:00

Just to share a little amazing story of this famous Eiffel Tower...
The structure was build between 1887 and 1889
The tower was met with much criticism from the public when it was built, with many calling it an eyesore. Newspapers of the day were filled with angry letters from the arts community of Paris.
Eiffel had a permit for the tower to stand for 20 years, meaning it would have had to be dismantled in 1909, when its ownership would revert to the City of Paris. The City had planned to tear it down but as the tower proved valuable for communication purposes, it was allowed to remain after the expiration of the permit.

Have anyone wonder if Eiffel Tower was dismantled... What will be the icon representing Paris... If there isn't any Eiffel Tower... Will Paris be famous and become a city of romance??

oh ya... a little update of whats happening...

first my grandpa... he was discharged on 16 March (Monday). Well like I said i did not manage to see the doctor... was told by the nurse that the high blood pressure medicine is changed. Regarding the rest of the medical report.. i have to say that we got no idea...

secondly... because of my grandpa... i manage to meet up with my uncle... we have a bit of chatting session... and now am changing my mind... I'm gonna take up a uni course in SIM. well what makes me change my mind... i think my friend would be thinking... wa... your uncle is so powerful... haha.. indeed... he is more like a father than an uncle to me... he understand me more than myself... since young... whether my PSLE school placement, taking N and O level, deciding whether to go poly or ITE... my habits... he knows everything... whenever i makes a decision, he always tells me the pros and cons... in fact, he knows what am looking for and then tell me what i should do... deciding what is best for me... when am young he use all kind of methods to make me understand things... there is one time, quite memorable... i got my report book... my result was a total sucks and i was told by uncle to look at it the whole night... thinking how come i got that kind of results... hehe... after that... i hide my report book...

Now... making decision of uni or working... my uncle feels that i should study first... regarding Architecture course that i have considered... my uncle feels that it does not suit me... he wants me to take up management course... well there is a long story behind it... so i will just forgo it... so i went to SIM web and i realise that am still able to apply... now i found a course... this stupid course got specialization again... having 4 choice... Finance, HR, Marketing and entrepreneur... now i need to make a decision which is best for me... nvm i will see my uncle this few days... ask him... he will give me an answer...

someone told me that when people tells me what to do i will start complaining that i cannot make decision on my own... but the fact is that i like people to make decision for me... i feels that it is a force to make me work... a pressure to make me better... maybe that is a habit... my family decides what i should wear, what i need to do, what i should do when am young... I'm so used to it... or i should said that am lazy to make any decision... :)

I told my third aunt the one who I've stay with... i told me a funny thing... "you are now 22 if you go uni plus 3 yrs you will be 25... you still need to find job... work first... i think you will not be able to get married..." then i was like shouting... when did i want to get married... didn't i told her that i prefer a house of my own... haiz... her endless dreaming session... well to me... guess not much difference... ok that all for the updates!!

**To who it may concern, i buy you a cup soon ok... am busy lately... and you got your pay already rite? when can we go WR!!!

++Sorry to all that my blog is super lengthy lately... too much to said :P

2009-03-15T15:20:00.004+08:00

13 March - Adventures long day...
8+ i heard my cousin shouting from the living room saying that my grandpa fell down... i was super shock and ask for the details... i rush to my room and grab my phone... and ran to the place. On the way... i called my aunt to break her the news... she is also shock too... keep calling my cell phone making me super busy... Is a relieve that he is able to talk and his head does not bleed. But he vomited... waiting for the ambulance to come... is so tired when you can see some people stand there and watch us... without giving us a helping hand and some helping me out giving medicated oil, drinking water for my grandpa to drink... really thanks the uncle and a auntie who helped out as well as my grandpa friend... when the medic is here the worse thing is that i cannot understand a thing... coz the auntie and uncle does not speak English so end up they speak Malay... which i do not understand a word... then i was told by the uncle that i need to follow my grandpa to the hospital... so first in my life time took that ambulance to the TTSH... In fact there is nothing much special... only a few computerize device like the gps, touch screen monitor to let maybe the TTSH staff know that they are reaching... the reported case... and a CCTV thingy... which i don't know what is that for... maybe to catch and fine people to block the ambulance way... while go to TTSH the medic ask me lots of questions... then when i reach the hospital... the TTSH staff also ask me lots of questions... then my grandpa was in the emergency consultation room... me sitting outside and wait at the same time making calls and picking calls... the whole emergency room i think am the busiest... coz every people sitting there seems so free... but my phone kept ringing...

until 9+ my aunt reached the hospital and meet me up... we are then told to wait at the other doors... until 9.30 there is a doctor came out to brief us of the condition... and she said that my grandpa is having low blood pressure and irregular heart beat... we are required to sit there and wait for further notice... until 10+ 11... we are told by the doctor that he needs to stay at the hospital for observation and further checks and was told to proceed with the admission... and we are told to wait again for the bed... and suddenly one of the hospital people called and said that there are no bed for my grandpa rite now... we can go home and wait... they will send us a sms to tell us of the bed number... so we went home at 12 and hehe... i manage to reach home at 1212... the next day... amazing lor... the journey so short...

when i reached home.. first thing i went to my notebook... coz i have been switch on for hours... lucky not got case yet... then searching for my grandpa's medicine that we might need to show to the doctor... i have to wait for my aunt and uncle to come back from their work place... went to bed around 2+ but tossing and turning... thinking... how come the people still haven send me the bed number details... around 3+ i finally heard the sms tone... quickly rush and see the message... i thought i could sleep already... almost falling asleep... suddenly, my house phone rang... almost rush out but got cut off... and my aunt and uncle worried so everyone did not slept well... and the phone rang again... its my grandpa... he wants to see us... so we rush down immediately to the hospital... on the way there there is a road block... i find it really funny as was 4+ in the morning... the police ask where we going... then my aunt shouted to the hospital... then the police let us go immediately... the stupid thing is that the when we reach the lift are all lock not able to reach the ward... a guy just walk by the life.. and my uncle stop him... to ask him if he knows how to go up to the ward... we are lead to the security... and we told the security that my grandpa called so she allow us to the ward... so after a while we went home... my uncle took a wrong route... not knowing the route... he almost drove us to Tuas... at that time am so tired... but looking at the time is 5+ so they decided to go and drive my second uncle to the coffee shop.. and to Toa Payoh... they needs to do a lot of setup and so on... finally reach home at 6.30+ but we need thinking of reaching the hospital by 8 as the doctor would do a routine round... we got some question to be clarify... so i manage to get some sleep and wake up at 7.30... so tired and having headache... we reach the ward but we are not able to enter... finally we are able to enter... a doctor attending to my grandpa shouting at us saying that we disturb them... if there were not patient I'm sure to shout back... hospital is a service industry... how can a doctor shout like this am super angry... i got so many things to get clarify... but the doctor just chase us out like that... what the hell... i told my aunt... why do we have to come to TTSH... i did not want to enter the ward at all waiting outside for my aunt...

After the visit... we went home to sleep again... i manage to sleep until 1+ as we are having a BBQ at my house... xian paul and maine reach my house first to put the food in my fridge... then we proceed to hougang mall ntuc to get the remaining food... funny thing is that we went to roselind house to get the charcoal and butter and aluminium foil... we should have ask her to bring in the beginning... at the same time... it looks like raining... so roselind mum drive us back to my place... so ya... we have miss Irene... coz she is late again!!

its a gals gathering... we chat a lot... joking... talking nonsense... until 12+ then i realise that its really late... we are only gals... so i ask them to go back quickly... its still dangerous...

my 2 days just past like that... fast and tired...

2009-03-11T23:37:00.002+08:00

Suddenly thought of someone saying the laziest animal on earth is the animal eating Ant... dunno whats that animal... i went to search in the search engine... i saw panda, cats, porcupine... these animal are choose... choose one... dun call me anteater... not in the list ok!

2009-03-11T21:12:00.004+08:00

Finally i get to eat laksa today... but not the claypot one... is the one that my family like... well nvm its still nice anyway... I dunno if i should intro to you people or not coz is a vegetarian laksa... :D selling at Geylang... well... if anyone wants to know... ask me... i will give u more detail... :D

I'm back with more food again... :P
Nothing to do... so keep finding food to eat...
This is what i found outside my house Prime Market...

This is given by Irene... Thanks Irene... is nice de!! :D

Well... i think one month later if i still did not manage to get a job am sure to gain a lot of weight...

2009-03-06T18:18:00.008+08:00

I MISS LAKSA very much...
Introducing...

Zhen Shan Mei Claypot Laksa

Address:Blk 120Bukit Merah Lane 1#01-75 Alexandra Village

the laksa is not spicy but the gravy is super nice... is a pity that the operating hour is short...
Operating Hours:8.30am - 3.30pm. Well anyone of u wanna go let me know k? we go together... and if u are there dun forget to get the famous Avocado Juice...

2009-03-05T17:15:00.002+08:00

a little update again...
as usual... job hunting... its so difficult to get a job...
went to Manulife to do some guiding and handover to the new intern... hmm... i thought am able to leave in the afternoon... end up i stay until 6+ like tat... haha free labour...
we reach there before lunch then walk around... telling the intern what needs to be done and things like tat hoping that they will help the seniors out... me and my partner was like think... during our internship we learn most of the things on our own... coz Colin tang is busy... why do i have to put his surname.... because we know too many Colin. he just came to the office for 2 hours... and left before during lunch time...

both of us feeling sad that no one actually tell us what need to be done... we learn everything from the beginning... i remember when we first got notice from seniors that we need to call HP customer service... all they said is try to ask the engineer down to do the troubleshooting... if u wanna play with them then u can try out the troubleshooting step instructed my them... haha... first few time our conversation takes about 30 mins... then until we are skilled... within 15 mins... everything will be settled... yesterday, having a spoilt pc... the new intern are given a chance... in the end... he took more than 30mins including tearing up the pc.... but he does not know how to fix it back... Lucky xinting is guiding him... helping him out with the fixing...

i find that the student are so not daring... the intern guy keep saying that u help me do, calls also i help him... i almost faint... haha... then he said... u want to help me work... i give u my pay... then i said no... u do it yourself... they dun seems to like the job... coz i can see that they dun like to take calls... when they met problem that they can't solve they will ask the person to write email in... i was like... OMG... god bless to the seniors... we only request them to write email when we don't know what the user are trying to said... ask them to do printscreen of the errors...

lunch time... nich ong brought us including Jimmy, Samuel to dunno where... for chicken rice... he said that the chicken rice was originated from that store... anyway... am not the picky kind... makes not much different to me... but the chicken was nice... :D

back to office again... we realise that the Malay lady intern did not go out for lunch with the others... well she said that its because that is all guys... then i said ai ya... dun huf to be shy coz our colleague are mostly guys... it doesn't make any different... then we go to the back office... asking the Malay seniors why they nv call the lady out... they said they are shy... WTH... innocence Zul... and innocence Sophian... haha

oh ya... forgot... Sim... so sweet of him... getting us Avocado drink... so nice! He also very evil lor... ask him to go lunch with us he said got appointment with xinyi... got so many gf... busy with them no time to entertain us... haha...

oh ya... 14 Mar 2009... our gals gathering... looking forward to it... hoping fill with lots of jokes and gals talk...

ok... thats it for the day!

2009-02-23T22:00:00.002+08:00

Some updates...
As usual... job hunting...
was thinking if i made the right decision... coz my family still prefer me to study first...
can't they understand that i dun have any goal right now... i dun want to study for the sake of study... study... then which course should i take... will i finish the whole uni course... i just dun want the feeling of giving up and helpless... i thought maybe i work for a year or two... maybe i will be able to know what i want...

or maybe i have let people down... people who believe that i can do it... giving me confidence...

2009-02-15T22:14:00.002+08:00

I start to send out resume today...
applied for a very interesting job

Place Management Executive (Facilities Management)- You will join our Marina Bay Development Agency team and work closely with our place managers, planners, architects and engineers to help spearhead and coordinate the development of Marina Bay as the heart of Singapore’s future downtown.

haiz... i think my Capital land no hope already... still haven't heard any reply from them....

i have also send to some of the possible jobs. hmm... but i still wish i can get that job... something that is related to buildings. something that i like as for the pay... i think not really important if am able to get the opportunity.

Paul's interview tomorrow... wish her best of luck!

2009-02-14T19:23:00.002+08:00

Today... suddenly feel so depress... coz i dun have to work already... suddenly got nothing to do... or is it because its valentines day... when my friends are busy with gf and bf... wondering what will i become... i need to find a job quickly... if not i guess i will think too much... at least am able to fill up my day... rather than just staying at home doing nothing...

2009-02-13T20:30:00.013+08:00

My last day at Manulife....
With mixed feeling... happy that i formally graduated. happy that am proud of myself working happily in Manulife... Sad that i have to go to another phrase of my life.... leaving my colleagues behind... struggling for the coming 2 weeks without any intern... having lots of laughter ever since day one till the last day... bring us to places with nice food, treating us... donuts, coffee etc...

my AD- Andy... :P

Sophian

Edmund

Lina from Infinti branch

Adrian from Eagle Planners

Noor from JMS

Denise... i see her every moring and afternoon...

Finance Dept... Kelly and Pei Ling

my CEO... Darren

Steven from learning centre... hehe i always go to his department to disturb him... :D

Jimmy

Karin who give us our cheque and Phylis gives us our stationary

Sally

Annie from prestige raffles

nicholas ong...

samuel aka sam

Terence...

Zul

Nickolas Sim!!!

Kevin - AD of Business System

June and Guek Ming

Mr Chong my President of IT

Pantry Auntie

Doramon from Denise and the box from jimmy is a Parker Pen

Cheese cake from phylis

i think i have upload a lot... so enough... know so many people... i will miss them a lot...

**AD is Assistant Director

2009-02-12T22:46:00.004+08:00

My birthday today... the present i receive from my colleagues are...

Ichiban treat from boss Andy...

Steam boat treat from boss Samuel...

Necklace from Xinting

and a pillow thingy from Nickolas Sim

And a super surprize gift from a friend... and the delivery man deliver in the night...

cute right... guys... be creative to ur gf or bf... choose something other than flower...

Thanks everyone for the treat and presents... like it very much!!!

2009-02-10T19:38:00.004+08:00

Got a shock yesterday... was told that we are having a dinner. End up they bought cakes out. And presents as well... Thanks to the 3 of them. People who share presents. Thanks as well... i love the present and the card.

hmm... as usual... i need to do my AD's wallpaper... well... change and change... from a very nice one.... to dunno what... the more i change the more i got no feel in doing... i did my last edit today... not going to do anymore...

my AD treat us lunch today, at ichiban jap rest. so no feel lor... haiz... he came to my helpdesk today saw "sook eng pool day" on the calendar. so he ask what is that. then my colleague told him that its my birthday so he treat us lunch. he drive... so the lunch trip was short... back to work early but anyway... the lunch were great... a lot of joke...

going to a dinner session this thurs back to the steamboat store... hehe... my colleague wants to try... dunno thurs go got discount or not hehe...

2009-02-07T18:38:00.002+08:00

GUYS & GALS!!!
I'm not celebrating my birthday this year. I know am old enough don't have to keep reminding me!! :D
i know that many of you got budget problem, need to finish up project, report etc.... so best not to celebrate...
Save all your effort and $$ for our un-plan makan and shopping trips!!
and people dun end up giving me money!!! Thanks!

Next my IPP ending in few days time... rushing my report like hell coz i got a lot to write up. hmm... my boss gave me a mission impossible task... create a wallpaper to promote a website for my company... i designed 2 and he rejected!!! he ask me to redo!!! faint lor... he said he is going to give me dist for my IPP. he is going to write in a letter to the school... hehe... but that idiot wallpaper is a difficult task! i don't really get my Assistant Director... how do i promote a information website?? and the tag line is Watch out for this...... 01/04/09.

Monday... meeting with him.... haiz...

oh ya i like to share with all of you Alexander road the hawker centre sells a very nice claypot laksa... is a must try... to all... next time we go together ok!!

2009-01-30T20:21:00.002+08:00

i find myself being unreasonable, being petty lately... don't know what happen to me.

Scenario1:
me: 1st thing in the morning switch on the water heater (waiting for the water heater to heat up)
cousin: cut queue when to take the bath first
me: nvm i wait
after my cousin come out from the bathroom, my uncle switch off the water heater
i have to switch on and wait again....
in the end am late for my work...

Scenario2:
my cousin bath without drying themselves and step out of the bathroom and paddles of water everywhere. i nearly slip. i told them so many times and they still dun get it...

seems like the people i treasure went missing... and what disappoint me is that my grandpa rather trust an outsider than his family... if that's the case. then there is nothing for me to care. i will just leave one day and disappear in their life...

Wish is to move out of the house as soon as am financially independent.

Next my late 2 weeks of IPP...
Haven't finish my report... Was given a task today... task is to burn CDs... you know wat my boss said. he ask me... "u want to come back and work tomorrow? I'm working tomorrow." then i replied my boss... "NO. i don't want! i will give u everything by Monday." then my colleague sabotage me!! he told my boss my art very good... then my boss ask me to design wallpaper!!! u know the images got thousands of images, i think i will go crazy lor... my boss still said... next time u come back to Manulife u can tell everyone that u design the wallpaper... like coax kids like that.. did i said am going back? he think too much... these Bosses bully me... yet i still dun get any increment?? only 500 a month yet want me to go back to work on beautiful sat... i might as well sleep at home... even want me to design wallpaper... my last 2 weeks still got work to do... :P i thought i can slack a little and do my IPP report...

ok end here!!

2009-01-01T19:07:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of 2009...
but dunno y... dun feel the new year mood at all...
hmm maybe i didn't sleep well yesterday... ai ya.... whatever...
feels like going oversea for a holiday... after watching the TV news featuring on the fireworks in various countries...

HAPPY 2009 TO ALL!!!

2008-12-30T20:02:00.002+08:00

today... a super duper busy day for me...

in the morning i ran up and down the office to settle a lot of things...wondering where is partner? She was at the Great World office doing other stuff...i need to rush all the things before 10.30...

coz there is a fire drill exercise and the lift will be lock... we need to walk down the stairs from level 7...was half way through my work... suddenly my colleague came to my desk and ask me to go off le... that was 10+...
haha we take life down to level 1 and then go walk walk in Cold Storage... hehe... end up we saw a lot of familiar faces... haha...coz they also dun wan to walk down the stair. In fact they are more worse coz they are in the 18th floor...

11.00am:fire drill exercise finally ended...we waited for the lift to get back to the office...once i reach office, i called Xinting that the drill is over...then i went up and down the office... until i met some problem and went back to my office...
my colleague saw me looking around for colleagues... then he said... lunch time... haha... i dun even know time fly so fast...Went to Zion hawker centre to eat...then came back to office early... so we go to pantry to rot...

then...
my partner suddenly told me that they are going to TYP branch after lunch time...faint lor...went back to Louis Chan branch to do the PC again... coz is out of memory faint lor... i didn't check properly... the hard disk is divided to 2 parts...then they also dun have the scan drive from the printer i also have to do drive mapping...then their printer spoilt... keep printing similar copies...then i thought i can rest a little while... suddenly calls came... other branches having printing problems...

my colleague told me... bring the printer back next yr... so i make a call to them... suddenly i remember i need to ask a pc back to upgrade OS... i tried to contact the sec... she dunno go where lor... cannot get her... coz i need to finish the upgrade before new yr...

well i've send a email to her... hope she give me a call soon... if not i will be fainting...Back to my office... to log a lot of case... i open up the case.. then stare at it..

thinking:OMG... i did so much things in just a day all by myself...

ok... thats about it... tomorrow shopping!! :P

2008-12-29T20:00:00.002+08:00

Its monday again... update a little...
christmas eve... had a wonderful night with everyone...
tired as well... lots of photo taken... but am to lazy to upload.
work half day... need to chiong a lot of things.... my boss told me the day before x'mas eve i had to be at my desk at 10am... coz my col playing games... but we are in the 18th floor doing updates... i'm given a lot of chocolates...

Friday...
Back to work... but i forgotten what i have done...

Today...
A busy day moving pc...
transfering data, documents from my old pc to new pc...
oh ya went great world today... Zara on sales... i saw a lot of things but i cannot try coz i dun huf time to try on... am going to shop!!!

2008-12-22T20:11:00.002+08:00

I got OT again... this time a lot later... I'm suppose to knock of at 5.30 but i left my office at 6.30!
all because of the learning centre!! they are having a practical lesson tomorrow morning. Then my boss half day so he actually called to line up the LAN wire in the afternoon but they rejected the idea. they said that we can only do all those thingy at about 5 like tat... when we finish up the lining up of wires, we tested the network. Its not working... then the user suddenly said that he want to use the corporate network... so we specially line up the wire for him...
Well 5+ we still got problem fixing up the network... no choice, we have to call Terence for help.
Test test and many test... finally the agency network is working... now the corporate network... not working... so xin ting and Terence when to the server room to go a check...
at the same time I'm still holding the notebook doing testing...
then this user came in again....
user:WA... so long ar... still no network... cannot go on like this you know am in a rush... u all not done i cannot go home..
me:sorry we dunno what happen to the network. but the agency network is up already... (in my mind is like 6+ already leh... i should be on the bus way home lor... rejected my boss idea still dare to complain!!!)
user: oh OK... how long do i have to wait?
me: a... am not sure... I'm waiting for them. they are in the server room doing checking...
suddenly... the corporate network respond... and there came xin ting... she said the wire is not connected in the server room lor... so they actually plug in the wire to server... finally... everything is working...
when we are about to leave....
suddenly...
User: can u wait a little while i test if my PC is working...
me: oh ok... (my thought is that i actually test for u le... u still want to test... WTH i thought he said he is in a rush)
After his extra work of testing we rush down to pack our bags... and me... almost 8 then reach home...

oh ya... a very funny thing happen today... there is this user complain that her scan drive went missing... so xin ting told me about this matter as i got more knowledge in drive mapping... so i was told to direct her to get back those shortcut of the drive in the user's desktop...
me: hi this is from IT helpdesk, i was told u need help to create a scan drive shortcut.
me: can u go to my computer?
user: ok wait... ok...
me:now u should c your scan drive rite?
user: no i didn't see any drive...
me: can u try to reboot your pc... (maybe is the pc problem)
user: oh i reboot already... still don't have the scan drive..
me: ok then i think i need to do a remap of the drive for u...
when i reach her desk i actually found the drive in the My Computer list lor... in less than 2 min am done...
user:wa so fast...
me: (smile)
please lor... such a big icon... still tell me dun huf...

then my company pc spoilt... i called HP.. the person dun understand English at all lor... i said i dunno how to troubleshoot the computer... then this HP person keep asking me to troubleshoot... then my colleague heard my conversation... he said scold them la... said u he is wasting ur time... just anyhow shoot... so i did... and finally the HP technician is coming to do the check for me tomorrow...

ok thats all for the nagging... :P

2008-12-19T21:56:00.003+08:00

At this time... all i have to say is i just finish doing my Statistics for my boss... WTH... he on leave then still pop by to give me work to do... coz i cannot finish it on time... so i have to bring home... haiz... i still haven eat my dinner yet...
Poor me... Evil SAM!!!
I WANT MY STARBUCK!!!
Carmel latte please!!!

oh ya... forgot to mention...
Kevin... one of my boss as well... he bought us donuts today... Die... i wondering if he going to give me some job again... but anyway i dun quite like donuts... coz i find it too sweet... so i gave it to Jimmy... coz his wife likes to eat donuts... btw... its from donut factory... i dunno where the hell he get it from... maybe he drives... am not too sure... haven't got a chance to sit his car...

ok... that all for the updates... lazy to type... off now!!

2008-12-17T19:09:00.004+08:00

Getting more and more work to do in my office...
Busy yet fun
So tired lately... doing lots of troubleshooting... moving of PCs, printers...
When i reach home I'm almost flat...
even lazier to update my log book...
my colleagues says that ask my OIC to extend our stay in the company by not giving us our grade... haha... volunteer some more... no pay leh... they so evil...
Oh ya... i mention about the lady... who said "god loves me"... she came back to my office again... haha... this time round she tell this to my colleague (nick sim)... and then he got a way to handle her lor... haha... "sorry am a Buddhist" then she said something about god again and the conversation ended... i should have sabotage my coll coz he is a free thinker!!

By the way... a news to share...
My thumb drive kena virus...
Some more the latest one... my col tried to killed for me by reformatting it but it doesn't work at all... few plug in to the computer... the virus still be able to detected... i thought my thumb drive is going to announce dead... but i receive a good news today... my thumb drive has revived... but all the files are gone... nvm... is the company's stuff can actually get a copy from the shared drive... but anyway i think he need to do more check on my thumb drive coz he haven't return it back to me...

My col (nich ong) he actually come out with a list of virus infected PC list... the super "suay" thing is that in the top ten list... i actually plug my thumb drive in the infected PCs before... the first place in the list got at least 64 risks... When i saw that list... i was going to faint... no wonder my thumb drive got virus... After this lesson... i learn not to bring thumb drive to work... and don't anyhow plug into the PC... I'm going to get a new anti virus to protect my notebook... coz i seriously learn my lesson...

Time pass so fast i didn't even notice... its already week4... 1 month passed... i saw one of the branch secretary in the lift today... she said wa you been here for about one month already... then i said ya... left with 2 months... after that you are going to miss me... hehe... haha... then i said a... Christmas and new year coming... u can give me a present and red packet so i can keep as a memento... then she said... oh... really... then I'm going to take leave on those days... haha...
Feeling quite sad that not going to leave the place soon... although some unhappy stuff still happens... but i like the busy work life... bothering u with lots of stuff than rotting doing nothing...

**For your information 24Dec and 31Dec -i will be working until 12.30pm

2008-12-10T21:32:00.002+08:00

Yesterday... a day i dun even want to remember actually... u know what... i actually thought it was tuesday today... then my partner said am just too busy until i forgot eveything....

Yesterday, i got a call from Policy Admin (PA) this person claim that her CPU making a loud sound. then i said oh ok then i go over and take a look... then when i go there she said that the sound made actually affect her colleagues siding beside her... ok... i told her is normal i can't do anything to it... then i told her she can actually restart her computer. then she complain that "huh! then everytime got noise i have to reset then means i dun huf to do my work?" then i reply thats the only thing we can do coz other branch got the same problem, the sec switch off when they does not need the PC... then she ask again "is there anything you can do?" then i reply "no" then she said ok... then i walk off....

then the next moment she send an email to my boss said what her com sound like aeroplane landing like going to crash... then she said that i dun even touch her pc to do the check and said that i can't do anything... ai ya... all i remember is a whole long passage lor... then jimmy who is the helpdesk chief told me coz my boss fw the email to him... WTH...

Her problem is actually coz by the ventilation fan in her CPU... then wat she expect me to do... nobody actually open up and do the checking... then i explain everything to jimmy... then jimmy said that she acted in front of me then after i left she send a email to her department head and then to my dept head... WTH... i super angry and this things really affect my mood... then jimmy is angry as well coz its not my fault... he ask me to ask that idiot when can her pc be down... i really hate to walk over and ask lor... but what to do... u know what she said... can u all do the checking after work... WTH... means i need to OT... then i told jimmy... seems i the person trying to step over my yellow line... jimmy told me tell her 5.30... and then 5.30 sharp i walk over she said 5.35... then after that i shut down her PC and bring over for diagnose... actually not diagnose la... jimmy get another PC for her and swap her hard disk...

After the complain... i really super no mood lor... jimmy keep consoling me... ask me to eat chocolate la... whatever... but no mood...even there is delicacy on the table i also no mood...

Today he console me again... haha... i told him i "kan kai le" in fact just be the cold me lor... today other then work... i dun even want to talk... but too many work today... makes me a little crazy... too much things as once i cannot cope... somemore last min i still got case to follow up... then i need to go lvl4 to remind my colleagues regarding the pc upgrades... so the moment i finish everything i rush down...

and am happy that i saw mont blanc in my building... wondering if there is any discount?? my colleagues ask me to go try ask... hehe... good idea rite?

**sorry jimmy because of that idiot and the email issue u got scolding by our boss... am so so sorry... i feel so bad not because of the email is because i implicate some other people as well which i didn't mean to... promise i will handle other people with care... seeking more advise... :P
**Thanks jimmy for consoling me...
**Thanks nick sim for buying wan tan mee for me :D
**Thanks nick ong for scanning virus for me in my thumb drive...
oh ya... a little joke happen today... i dunno where is the virus from... then suddenly i pluck in to a user pc to install things... the system detect the virus... i thought is the user computer... but then i need to do another installation again... i realise its from my thumb drive... so i bring down to nick ong and surrender my thumb drive... then they keep saying me... spreading virus lor... not me lor... i dun even know there is virus in the drive... my drive 3 yr leh... if die... my col said go find the agency branch to claim coz they always surf web most probably is from their computer...
**Thanks jimmy and xin ting for helping me out to go NEW Business lvl4 to do the checks... although i have finish the check... but thanks anyway...

i still like what am doing right now... since i still got 9 weeks left... am going to treasure the time there... that idiot please dun call me again... i didn't want to help u with your com problem... ask the others people! idiot!!!!!!

2008-12-07T21:28:00.003+08:00

today... did a lot of new try...

First i made avocado juice... a success

then i try to clean the lala... and bbq-ing it in a toaster... a success as well... at least there isn't any sand... i made 3 to try out...

am going to cook the rest tomorrow...

haiz... felt so talented suddenly... haha...

oh ya... blog a little on friday gathering...

meet at bugis for steamboat... the food was nice... i eat until very very full... coz pauline keep putting fishball and the "tong fen" in my bowl... then still said i eat very little lor... in fact i ate a lot lor... the fishball grow bigger and bigger in the steamboat soup...

then after the eating we walk to bugis and saw a Christmas Tree... its nice... and we took a lot of photos... now... i go Christmas feel... hmm... i guess am going to find Christmas song and put in my phone as ringtone.... :D

My Christmas Tree

Love ya gals

Group Photo

i just dunno why i love christmas so much...

2008-12-04T21:01:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was a very for my partner and me... we went to lunch at a near by hawker with some colleague... then they head back first to the office first... then my partner and me sit at the hawker centre chatting away... after that we brought sugar cane drink back to my office... then on our way back suddenly rain very very heavily then turn back or move ahead makes no difference... some more no shelter... when we reach my office building the rain actually stop... then we quickly go to the toilet and dry ourselves... worse thing is we have to wear our clothes for the day coz we didn't prepare any spare clothes... when we reach our office... we keep complaining... haha... next time go out bring umbrella... am not going to get myself wet like yesterday...

i also receive a call from peilin... a... i didn't MIA lor... dunno who MIA first... nv even sms me on ur first day of work...

Today... quite busy... been running around the office doing upgrading stuff... when i finish that i receive a news that i have to implement a new things to all the computers... which means... i have to go back to the upgraded branches to implement those stuff again... upon hearing the news... xin ting and me feels like fainting... who cause this... are those 3 idiots to set bios password... in fact our company policy does not allow that... so... we need to set a password to prevent user setting bios password... so troublesome...

oh ya... went to lunch with zharfan... sorry to zharfan and his partner coz we are late... there is a user in the office... i did an upgrade for this user coz I'm afraid that he will forget his ID so i wrote a paper with his ID... but in the end the user sec still called and ask for his ID... i dun understand... he cannot read is it!! faint lor... i still need to go and help him with his login ID...

We went to Banquet to eat Western food... 3 of us ate chicken chop and xin ting ate fish and chip... the moment we walk out of the office i realise the sky starts to drizzle again... then it remind us of yesterday... we decide to take a cab back... and zharfan they all walk back to their office... then i saw the rain getting heavier... i sms zharfan to better find a shelter... coz we got experience... haha... indeed they got drenched... haha... i really remind them... who ask them dun take our advice...

When we reach our office my colleagues ask if we got drench... haha... then we reply... from the experience we got yesterday... we learn our lesson... to take cab back... haha...

my colleague so funny... keep coming to my desk look at my phone... coz he want to buy... some more he wants to exchange with me using his fake iPhone...

tomorrow is a busy day for me... got quite a few task to do...
yeah! meeting the gals... then we discuss Christmas party together... super duper looking forward to the meeting tomorrow... but i got problem going to bugis by bus... i think i need to ask them for directory... ok... that's it for the day...

2008-12-01T21:01:00.002+08:00

here again... updating my blog again... seems like am so free to do all the update... :P actually am very tired but am waiting for the 10pm HK series... as usual... early in the morning jimmy come and find me again... was doing my stuff... then was ask to go to president sec lvl coz she email us that her printer cannot work... in the end we went up... she told us that she cannot print lotus note calendar but she able to print email... faint la... that lotus note is not our problem lor... waste my time... she did not state properly so we did not escalate to the rite person... :P

then after that i was told to find missing ip address i mention earlier.. wat the hell... find ip address really boring lor... lucky jimmy check properly... then he realise that there is a mistake in the document... so no need to find... but that annie prestige raffles sec didn't give us a break... she send a mail requesting for a printer... coz her branch printer dying... i think that jimmy thinks am a superman... everyday book up all my time...

i need to go to JMS and SK branch to do checking of the software and inventory check... after i finish i was told i need to finish up the checking for Prestige Raffles so they can get their new printer... coz they need to sign to prove that they accepted the new printer...

after all those things... i spend some time on my desk... then there is this woman, samuel is fixing her notebook... suddenly she talks to me... then talk to me about the religion stuff... what god is everywhere... then i was like... my mind is giving out help signal lor... then sophian they all walk past nv come help me! Xin Ting stuck inside the back office... before the women left then she said... god loves you thats why am here to tell u this... and she wrote a piece of notes what god loves you and you shall not perish... am not vegetable... what perish... then when xin ting finish her stuff... she came back... then i told her... and said that she did not save me in time lor... she laugh like hell... and when she saw the notes written my the women... she keep teasing me lor... am like going to faint... next time the women here... i sabotage her!!! evil xin ting...

oh ya... i saw told by terence that i have to bring my boss notebook and thumbdrive to level17 to pass to him... then i went up to lvl17... i saw a guy... i ask him if he saw andy... then he said no... at lvl7... ok then i went to lvl7... then i check again... 17 correct leh... where is my boss ar?? suddenly my boss called helpdesk... then i quickly ruch up without picking the phone... then i went back and ask the guy again... where is HR dept... coz lvl17 dept does not state very clearly... then he bring me there on the way he said i think you find the wrong way... i didn't see andy here... then when he enter HR dept he ask his colleague if they got see andy or not then andy appear for dunno where... i told my boss... that i could not find him... haha

then when he is back to lvl7... he ask me... how come i cannot find him... then i said that guy la... told me lvl7... said that u are not there... that's why i took so long to deliver the things... blame that guy!!! nv check properly then anyhow said... another evil one!!

oh ya... my boss forgot about our pay... before i left the office... he ask me to go see him and pass me 2 piece of paper to be submitted to HR... because he forgotten to ask for our pay... tomorrow morning.... first thing... we are going to submit the stuff to HR... my boss said that we will be getting our pay in 3 days time... :D happy... my running around effort is paid off... my boss said tell the HR personnel that its urgent so we can get as soon as possible... :P my boss so good...

meeting the gals on friday... am so looking forward to the gathering!! :D

2008-11-28T20:33:00.002+08:00

Today is my unlucky day...
first thing in the morning jimmy(colleague) came to find me to help him solve a case at lvl10... i solve for quite sometime... but the error still occur... no choice but to call my colleague down to help me.... intially he suspected is the language problem... coz it is displayed in chinese text... it should be english language... then the user said:"oh... my col also got chinese wording leh... i dun think is the language problem..." ok... we got no choice coz its a 3rd party software... call DBS.... we wait like hell... told them we are technical staff from Manulife... transfer call to engineer take so long... then looking at the time 1040+ then i told jimmy that i need to rush to deilver the PIN and token... coz my partner going for a dental appointment... so i went off...

after finishing... i went to finance department again... then jimmy said DBS haven call back so we left... we left about 11+... when i reach my desk my partner fly to dental centre... me... siting there answer calls and doing lots of problem log... until 1+ (oh ya... having gastric pain today... so i skip my meal.. not eating with my colleagues dunno where they when to... should be somewhere far... ) then i received my partner sms that she is back... so i went to pantry to find her and we rot there... after she finish her food, we went back to the desk... then she remembered that lvl2 a branch sec (Lina) looking for me... oh ya... she is my new god mother... haha... actually her boss couldn't login to the desktop... so i go down check for the power user ID... after that i went up to my office... then my partner (xin ting) told me that jimmy went to lvl10 finance dept for the com again... still not working after we use the DBS method the engineer suggested... jimmy call dbs again.. this time the person said call use back later... ok... at the same time we keep on trying... and then jimmy tried to set the language and found out is the language error who cause the problem... we spend most of our day there...

we went back to my desk and in less then 5 mins time i was ask to go upgrading Lotus Notes for a big shot... then went back again... take printer coz lvl6 branch's printer having some problem... well after we configure everything trying to test print... we realise that the printer no ink... so we change the toner which is the ink... then print again... nothing.... jimmy call our dept people... FAINT... the printer is DEAD!!! so we have to change back to the old printer... and reconfigure it back...

after that bringing our spoilt printer back.. that xin ting laugh like hell... coz she find it funny... then jimmy and me think the same so "suay"...
then he went to his cubicle and show me a list of paper... lvl6 branch got a extra IP address... omg... which means i have to go and find in lvl6... i have to run each com and type "ipconfig" check the ip address... finally i found it.... i went up to my office happily... then jimmy count her and there... still got 1 pc went missing... actually he expect me to go down and check but... its already 5+ so he said find it on monday!!! OMG... i only finish checking half of lvl2 am like dying... lvl6 branch is really big lor... i nearly lost my way there... infact i only cover 5 pc check in lvl 6 today... really takes me a lot of time...

oh ya... did i mention that am suppose to do a inventory check on the computer for the whole building... but my partner and me will be taking turns... each person covers a by level i take the lower half... she take the upper half of the building... hoping i can finish lvl2 on monday... a lot more to go....

2008-11-26T20:24:00.003+08:00

Knows wat... i always pick up weird calls... haha... some more my col still laugh at me... lucky samuel follow up for me... coz i'm really going to faint... my partner still says that they are my bf... my col even says that one of the guy is still single... yayaya... i'm not interested at all la... later i matchmake with u and fer then u know... :P

this afternoon i went to Muthu's curry for my department lunch... well i only got inform by my boss (Samuel who is my mentor) in the morning... i dun even know what is going on... i have got lots of briefing today coz there are people who is on leave and are back today... well i have to said that the briefings are super long... i hear until no feel... then i need to go deliver pins and tokens to lvl 10... do my problem log on the net... when its time to rest... i sat on my chair... while resting my col pass a key to Colin and they went lvl6 server room for tour... then suddenly phone rang... problems again... then my col is like keep saying quick quick... dun let boss wait he is very particular about the time... WTH... he still inside the office... am talking on a phone... then i have to call xin ting back... then one of my col wants to note down our name who is going for the lunch and he ask who we going with? i replied "with Andy"... then he is like WA! ... before that my boss said later u sit Andy's car... my mind is like OMG... then my big boss (Andy my senior manager cum OIC) really fetch us to the restaurant... i saw a lot of not familar faces... haha... after this gathering i got to know more le... my colleague c me eat... they are like fainting... coz i eat little... but the food too spicy la... how to eat? i eat tomato sauce one... then half way through... suddenly a lot of people sending me smses... then i need to reply... then my big boss said to me... wa! u so busy ar... eating also smsing... faint! -.-''' then he said when people gets old receiving smses getting lesser and lesser... haha.... :P well so after that i didn't really reply the sms...

then my colleagues start guessing the total... let me tell u the result.... is $1732.00 for 33 pax... btw the indian ice wasn't nice at all... so people out there dun anyhow try... just freeze ur condense milk in the freezer and drink it... it taste quite similar... but when we are on our way back to the office... my big boss keep complaining of the price so not worth... haha... coz last yr they went to the other place costing about the same price... got another yr... the even when grand Hyatt for lobster lor!! how come today dun huf lobster!!! only got BIG PRAWN!!! SO EVIL!!!

btw... i heard my col said about the Christmas thingy... i hope i dun huf to attend any of that the lunch today is stress enough... if u dun believe u can try sit ur boss car and then sit on the same table with him just a sit away from him... btw... he facing u... try it!!

After all... i get to know more colleagues haha... even the finance clerk also know me le... c... i so friendly... :D i think my acknowledgement should take up few pages... coz they really help me a lot... learning new things everyday!! :D

2008-11-24T20:06:00.003+08:00

My first day of IPP in manulife pte ltd....

well before i enter the company i just receive a message telling me that is hectic...

but then although is busy, i had lots of fun there...

my job scope is to pick up calls... then the user will tell me the problems they are facing... then i solve or ask the seniors to help... but me leh... IT idiots... of coz ask the seniors to help...

get to know quite a few people in the company... all so friendly... guiding us... what we need to do... then samuel is my sup who takes care of us... haha... he not fierce at all... :D then there is a malay guy name sophian also very friendly... :D he help us a lot... and friendly also lor... imagine i dun even know and who i taking the calls from... then i have to refer the whole list of contact... some worse new people... dun even have the contact inside...

actually fun things is that we get to walk around with the seniors to troubleshoot the user's computer... today Xin Ting is the one who went around... tomorrow me! coz sitting at the help desk need to take calls and log the problem... so boring... but today i encounter a call from a broker... my partner and me thinks that he is just finding us to chat with him lor... so talkative... he ask wats ur name... how can i contact u.... yayaya... so i gave him help desk number... :P later 5+ call again... even my seniors said so chim... tomorrow then help him solve... :P

oh ya... forgot to mention... that ulu ulu place... so hawker centre wor... somemore got a lot of food there... unbelieveable!!! dunno is we the mountain tortises or what... ok... lunch time we went with Samuel (my boss) and Nicholas(IT security expert in viruses and spy wares)... haha... so shy... :D no la... actually they are jokers... oh ya my bigger boss is Andy yeo... but he is too busy... he went to the meeting this morning... i only manage to see him in the evening... coz he need to brief us and give us a card... picture below... the key is actually to the female restroom... and is actually distributed by Nicholas... haha...

about my IPP partner... she is Xin ting... hmm... she is such a tidy gal... u know the desk and cabinate is in a mess she tidy everything... haha... i helped to throw the half eaten tibits away... although i know is fer and colin who left that... but who dares to eat when u dun know how others handle the food...

thats about all... well overall... I got a great time there...

2008-11-21T15:19:00.007+08:00

What a unlucky day i had today... early in the morning about 10... Mr Teh called me... the conversation goes:
me: Mr Teh, this is Sookeng
teh: oh. where are are u? and hadi?
me: at home... coz am not feeling well (in fact am still on bed :P) and hadi went on a holiday to KL
teh: how come none of u in school. i still need both of u to give me a presentation so that i can evaluate and give u marks.
me: OK... Coz yesterday i tried to contact u... but we couldn't get u... so we pass our report and disc to Miss yarni so that she can pass to u... can u give me 2hrs so i can rush down?
teh: oh. I'm not in school yesterday. OK, I'm taking half day off today so u have to come before lunch time... (BTW lunch time is 1130)
me: OK i rush down as soon as possible.
teh: when u reach, give me a call. just present your things using your computer
me: OK. Thank you.

i prepare myself as fast as possible... then take a cab down to school... well am able to reach by 1100... OMG... sound like action movie... then when i reach i called him... and waited for him in the lab... after the presentation he didn't say much... we chat a little bit... asking me about the situation during our presentation yesterday... then before he left... i ask him... what grade we will be getting... at least a B? he nod his head... hehe... i know the answer!

so after everything i went home after that...
getting myself bath and cooking maggie mee for my breakfast cum lunch then head to another place which is river valley road!! my journey starts at 1pm... i walk to the bus stop... the bus stop so hi tech... there is a board telling u the bus arriving time and next bus arriving time... cool to me... i board the bus 65... the one and only one bus i can take to work... then in the bus am so tired... suddenly a couple quarrel in the bus... so loud that it annoy me a lot... in my mind i was thinking i choose the wrong seat... should have go up to the upper deck of the bus... WTH... wanna quarrel go home la... thought that bus is own by them... crazy... nothing better to do... i reach river valley at about 2... but i get down at the wrong bus stop... coz the map in the Internet give me wrong INFO... after the bridge... but there are 2 bridges... the map shows 1... so i assume that its wrong... so i get down... look around.... OMG no office building at all... then i look at the bus route... realizing that i get down at the wrong bus stop... i have to walk up... lucky its not really far... when i look at the time is about 2... again wrong INFO from the Internet what 30minutes... is more then that man!!! The whole building belongs to Manulife... unbelievable... coz to me... Manulife seems like a ulu ulu company... well so big until i dunno where is the office entrance... well i decided to head home after a small tour... coz i think i will meet my course mate before we go up... we will reach earlier so we will be able to find our way up... :P

after the visit... i realise it isn't a bad place to work in... i saw a lot of nice car today!! happy, excited... mixed feeling... i dunno am working or looking at cars... :D everyday after work i have to cross the bridge to take bus home... the bridge is so scary... i got altophobia!! can i dun go home??

on my way back am so tired... want to buy some formal... but i cannot stand already... i need some rest... so i decide to go shopping tomorrow... later meeting Paul to BBQ...

**Paul!! too bad... i didn't lost my way... don't look down on me!! :P

**Zharfan... your office is near to my office... i won't forget that u are going to treat us dinner on your 1st month...

**I'm so disappointed, stop promising me things... you never fulfill all your promises at all... I've been busy these few days... doing lots of things... i guess u don't even know whats happening to me... you are so busy... u only remember me when u are not busy... your concern towards me is only out of convenient wise... such concern i dun wan... or u are just pity on me! if that's the case, dun bother about me... i dun need a not sincere concern!

##BBQ will be update later on...