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A short update while the double vision thingy doesn't bother me for the time being… I went back to my private clinic to confirm if I need to go A & E. coz my doctor was not there that day and i dun trust other doctor… so after a few eye checking… he suspect its my eyes problem…

So he wrote a referral letter for me to go the next day… so nervous that day… 1st consultant the doctor wants me to do a nerves check… so leads to thinking something serious… so before I go out from the consulting room I asked if my case is serious… happy to hear the answer “No”.

Anyway it’s the cause of the 4th or 6th nerve not functioning well… medication for 2 weeks will be fine… if not I need to go back for another checks… the cause of it is due to some viral thingy that affect my vision…
Still on and off… but a lot better after the medication… side effect is that it blurs my vision sometimes…
Thanks to people that worries for me care for me… so touched after this incident… is good to have friends with me :)

last but not least my doctors... Rodney Lim my private clinic doctor and Marc Tay my eye specialist doctor... i truly admire their professionalism.

posted by Jerene @ 1:43 AM

i think a little update from me here...

it holiday and i have been very busy...
on the 7th... i started to have this giddiness and sore throat... i have no choice but to drive down to my grandpa's coffee shop to fetch my aunt... i must said the journey is sucks man... i even felt that the road float around... vision blur... can't even see properly... told my aunt and then she thought is a small problem... the next day... again... i have to drive down again... then what happen is that i meet an accident with a bus... luckily no injury... just paid the damages today at Bishan Interchange and brought the car to repair... cost a bomb... am broke...

after the accident, i realized that my giddiness have already last for 3 days... got no choice... i can't even see things properly even watching TV... the doctor didn't say much about my illness... but she suggest that i go to A & E or a neurology specialist straight away... but i think maybe it coz by my sore throat so i suggest to observe on my own for few more days... is like if i didn't not take my medicine the dizziness still comes if i take my medicine i will feel drowsy... i also dunno if the medicine helps or not.. haiz... just spend so much $$ no feel to go A & E... i know something is not right but... haiz... too many things happened...

oh ya why do i have to drive suddenly... is like my 2nd uncle went crazy suddenly and ran off while working so i have to help out... last few days i heard that he is being brought to IMH... his wife told my grandpa that she is scared ask him to bring him home... and of coz her meaning is that stay forever not for a few days... all she wants is money... that's why my uncle goes crazy... and but not least the two kids... went out of control... sort of following her mother's footstep or attitude... omg... suddenly i felt that my uncle is so 'ke lian'... this is call marriage... this is call family...

not many people knows what happened to me... but people who knows... care and concern for me are being appreciated... :) thanks man!! Love you!!

posted by Jerene @ 9:35 PM

super sad today!!
i think am going to fail my price and marketing paper... without even to look at my marks...
omg...
for the last 5 mins i decided to count my marks see how much i can score... i realized that i can't hit the just pass mark... omg omg!!
i studied all the graphs and table did not touch much on the theory... who knows... it came out exactly 2007 past year paper... but i did not remember the theories at all... i feel like fainting man!
i think Cerise's prayer doesn't work for me today...
hmm... so depress... lucky Kenny was in the bus with me...
i hope the marker mark leniently so i can pass...
pray hard!!

should i just quit... am so tired of the word "FAIL" again and again...


i remember there is a book say this... if it happen once it will nv happen again... if it happen twice there will sure we 3rd and 4th times...

posted by Jerene @ 4:27 PM

Amazing Architectural

When i was doing research on Ionizer and Humidifier... I accidentally found a website featuring on some of the amazing art works that are mostly design by the Koreans… and then what amazed me is the architectural buildings… this makes me believe that if u dare to dream... u will succeed in some way...

can you believe that this is a church?

This is a hospital...

this one looks ordinary but i like it so much as the spotlight brings out the building like a shining star...

posted by Jerene @ 12:20 AM

not long ago... i got some sort of chance to listen to people's life story... thinking back... In this lifetime... i received a lot of help and backing from people... without realizing how fortunate i am...

i felt helpless sometimes without knowing who to approach... i don't know who is true... being betrayed by friendship once, i have no confidence in putting trust on others anymore... staying with my relatives have also contributed to me being isolated locking myself up in my world... relying on my favorite Art, Music, Books...
people told me that first sight, am not a easy to get along person... strange... do i? but after knowing me that is a different thing...

thank you to all my friends who have been by my side clearing up my mess... :D listen to my nonsense, eat and drink with me, giving me encouragement, a pat on my shoulder or a warm hug gave me lots of support...

i know not many of my friends know of this blog existence... but just to feel like spilling it out in this blog... whether all of you will see all this or not... I will keep all of your effort in my heart... maybe 10 years later i might have forgot you or as usual clear your number from my mobile... but upon seeing you on the street.. i believe i will be reminded of the effort done to me :)

back to normal, i have been busy with school stuff as things almost coming to an end... preparing presents... although i still got a lot not prepared yet.. :P i have been procrastinating... my ionizer, my spectacles, my blackberry bold 9700, black dress for Theresa's wedding... seems like i need to buy other things as well but anyway i dun remember... but as i said i have been procrastinating so i dunno when I'm getting all the stuff by the end of the year?? i guess... thinking about buying stuff makes me headache... have been spending like am working... -.- actually still having support from my grandpa... sad to mention that... when can i start working proving myself with ability?... spending and living on my own?... i wonder...

posted by Jerene @ 11:23 PM